today is really an awesome day!! except for the morning, of course xP

Sky finally got discharged
he, with his brother Lionel, is coming with me to NUS for the concert. I'm so glad the brothers are going alright =D
but I must go out from my house 2 hours earlier than the time the concert actually starts. haiz...

I hate the malay exam today. damn hard like hell
I am gonna fail both mt and english, and I cant go on to sec 2 next year. maybe I will get demoted to normal academic.
I have no reason why I'm thinking so negative.

I keep thinking of these 2 songs I wanna download, but I cant remember the titles!! even though they're just at the tip of my tongue!! URGH!!!!

the song bad girl has been stuck in my head for dunno how many hours. and now I'm listening to it~
also, I really hope no one sees the post below xP it disgusts people

argh. nevermind, I'll waste the rest of my time trying to recall the title of those 2 songs~

♥ 11:27 PM

EEEEEEEEEEEKK!!!!
OMG! OMG! OMG!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! LMAOOOOOO!!!!!!!

hahahahahahahaha I cant stop laughing and squealing!! THEY'RE SOOOOOOOO CUUUUUUTE!!!

Aha, I am such a huge fan of YAOI!!!
in case you dont know, yaoi is the japanese term for gays or boy x boy relationships! xDDDDD haha, bet you guys didnt know that!!! xPPPP

and omg omg omg, I hope you guys know what fanart means, right? =D
I saw this really cute yaoi fanart of Cloud x Zack from FF7!!
I'm not gonna show it because I know it disgust some of you =P but this is the present the internet has given me!! xDDDDDD

okay I've totally gone crazy!!
CLOUD AND ZACK IS MY NO. 1 FAVORITE YAOI PAIRING!! KAWAIIIIIIIIIIII!!!! xDDDDDD

♥ 11:09 PM

happy birthday to me, and all the other thousands of people out there!
well I dunno, I just read in some book that more than 9000 or so people share the same birth date LOL

thanks to all those who wished me a happy birthday! ^o~ those who wished me will get extra marks for english exam. LOL!!
Motoko's present is soooo cute~~~ hahaha sorry to break your hearts carebear fans (assuming there are some here) but I find this bear cuter than any other bears out there xP

mom's gonna bring me to swensen's to eat this evening. like WHOA swensens!!! and after that maybe we can go to the 4th floor and see what I like lol.
okay I dont even know why I said "lol".

english exam was okay today.
the compo got 5 questions and at first I wanna write about earth hour but I dunno what to write. then I wanna write about school then I had no idea what to write about. then I looked at question 5 "Singaporeans should appreciate what the country has to offer" or something and the first thing that came into my mind was "CASINO" and the next thing I know, I start writing. lol
too bad I have a huuuuge feeling that I will fail english.

I finally can update my tweets on twitter!! I thought there was something wrong with my phone but its actually they do some sort of "upgrading" thats why hahaha.
I'm drunk today, I dunno why I keep laughing for no reason.
I want ice cream.
BYE AND GOOD LUCK

♥ 10:45 PM

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.



you guys probably dont know what I'm talking about right? then good. because its none of your business.



skipepd the syf thingy today for the fun of it. I dont feel like staying in school. if the teacher calls then I will say that its the exam time and I have to study. period.

so I walked under the heavy rain with karen. and now I'm still drinking soy milk. xD



last night I spent a long time finishing the literature project. it was almost 12 am when I wanted to print. then print... suddenly one paper come out, which is only half-printed.
I was like FUCK YOU PRINTER when I realized that there was no ink left.
luckily my mom woke me up 15 minutes earlier to print for me. phew.
otherwise I'm gonna have to be scolded by that bitch.


see, the internet was being shitty and now I forgot what I wanted to say.

only 2 days left~ counting down~

wait am I forgetting something?
well maybe I am. but that doesnt matter.

♥ 12:55 AM

I'm busy eh (x11) stop telephoning me~ eh (x11)
lol. I was on my way to the hospital, and in the bus I had to sit beside this random middle-aged guy with headphones. and it was so loud I could hear that he was listening to telephone.
and now its stuck in my head. damn you, random guy!

which reminds me -- on my way to school this morning, in the bus, I saw this old woman with the LG lollipop phone thingy... erm, in other words, same phone as zhang quan!

here I am, in the lounge or whatever its called, blogging. with the tv so boring as well.
I am choking from pistachios. *cough* doctor, admit me please!

aww, how sweet! Sky's cousins came to visit him! but the weird thing is...... they're girls. LOL!
one is monica (15) and one is hazel (14). scary, they look much much older. *shivers*
but its real sweet. they came all the way from phillipines... or some other asian country, just for Sky. =D
doctor just called. or, spoke, lol. if everything is alright, he will be discharged this friday. D: just at the time when I wanted to ask him if Sky was doing alright, lol.
COOL!! on friday!!!! thats the day of the concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*ahem*

I just won myself my own birthday present!! xD its a concert about game and anime music and animation. and I simply won by email!! its on friday, 8 pm! the guest star is one of the famous music composer, Hitoshi Sakamoto.... or something like that.
wait a minute... friday?!
COOL!! I can bring Sky along!!.......... if he wants!!!!

right now I want some ice cream. Aunty Roy, can you buy me more ice cream???
Roy is Sky's mom's name! and his dad's name is............ Jefferey or something like that. I know it starts with a J. lol.
I dont even know why I'm telling you all this.

EDIT:
I just saw cas' blog, and one of the posts she talked about me being emo and wondering if I had any problem. then she said that if I have any problem, she will always be by my side.
aww, so sweeeet =) thanks a lot, cas. you just made my day.
and yes I do have problems mostly family and friends but meh I'm alright now =D

♥ 12:09 AM

at the hospital now.
well actually I'm at someplace that look like kopitiam... but its still at the hospital~ I'm so glad I went back to take my laptop then go to the hospital
but the stupid thing is that they dont allow electronic devices in the wards
which leads to another problem -- I cant take a photo of Sky. I was planning to so I can show it to Tanya. =.=

oh. lol did anyone see the SL Khairi just now?? OMGG the way he cut his hair!! so damn hilarious; mangkok style!! HAHAHAHAHA
whu the hell is khair
ARGH idiotic Lionel. ignore the sentence above because he wrote that. and for every letter I erase, he will try to spill coke onto my clothes
KNS!!!

Lionel and I are chatting to each other on Twitter even though we're just sitting side by side

oh. I just remembered. theres music tomorrow
MUSIC WOW BEWARE D TEACHER CAN RAPE U
see?! I dont even dare to erase those words!!! Lionel will type nonsense whenever I go order some food or drink!!!!
ahh... anyway he's just trying to pass the message... besides, you cant be alone with adults!! ^o~
kay I dunno why I said that. either the coke or Lionel is driving me crazy.

Tanya made a card for Sky. aw, how sweet~
thanks Tanya! I'll pass it on to him once I had my lunch
its so noisy here for a hospital, but its also very clean and thats making the hospital damn white.
someone please clean my eyes. they hurt so bad.

ok now its hard for me to blog because Lionel is being very nosy
so to end it, I shall log off now!!!!W

♥ 11:48 PM

ouch.
we are gonna have a science test this week. and when I saw the paper I was like "WTF how do I do this?!". so this whole morning I studied like crazy. I even wrote down the notes into a notebook.
now my fingers are numb like hell, even when I'm typing. Dx

I read on the newspaper that there's this kind of disease that can paralyze your fingers if you sms or type too much. the symptoms are numb fingers. DDDD:
oh gosh. I should stop typing soon. but.. but... its because of the writing!! not the typing!!! Dx

Sky is doing alright now~ but thats not the point. I have better news.....
HE AND HIS FATHER IS GOING WELL!!!!!!
lol I dunno why I shouted. but really!! all this while, its his father who bullies him almost all the time! the mother only scolds him.
but yay!! they're reunited!!! makes me wanna hug the father as well xD

wow. suddenly I'm hooked on Chemistry.
I'm thinking of changing my mixpod to their song "Period".
whats more, the song makes me do my work faster. and also ending up singing along to the song. LOL

Kemi FTW nya~~~

some people are so fucking irritating. go fuck yourself lah.

oh yeah. I just received a huuuuge hint on who used my desktop to watch porn!!
muahahahahahaha!! he's 15 and yet he's so stupid xDDDD he can neither hide nor run from me now!!!
all I have to do now is wait... wait.... wait....
I wish I can fastforward. >.<

oh well. my fingers are feeling better now so I might as well log off. also, I need to check on the SCAM blog. see ya~~~

♥ 12:11 AM

24/04/10

♥ 4:23 AM

whoa~
I'm back from kk hospital. I went to visit my neighbour Sky. today he said he felt suicidal and then I dunno what to say. I mean, come on... all this time I've been depressed and I was also feeling suicidal so theres no point to talk to him about it, right?
he still seems to be very upset. I wish to help him but I dunno how to.
the saddest thing about me is that I cant do much. =[

also, its my onii-chan's birthday, and my dad's birthday. then its also kelly clarkson's birthday.
too many people were born on the same day. xD

my mom is being such a runt again.
heck, she scolds me for not being religious, but she's not even religious herself! I've never seen her pray before. =.=
busy all the time some more. sighs.

a lot of kids from other schools, and my ex-primary school friends, requested me to do a fandub. meaning translating a non-english song to english then singing it. I asked them what song, and I picked the most voted one.
dang, they did this on purpose! they chose a very fast song! luckily its only a dub and not the actual song. xD

I recorded, edit, blah blah blah. and I uploaded it onto youtube. the result:



after the recording, I realized my voice changed but I guess that doesnt matter. after singing this a lot of times, I have a sore throat and I feel like somewhat is strangling me and its a very frustrating feeling. urgh.
hmm, I'm thinking if I should use this song for S.C.A.M.~ that would be nice LOL xD

I dunno what to say now.
'cept that my mom's back and I'm trying to prevent her from seeing this post. haha. adios~

♥ 4:01 AM

owowowow. having a terrible headache.
which reminds me: yesterday, I found out I was suffering from depression, and it can lead to appetite problems and headaches.
at first, I didnt believe it. then I realize that I had no mood to eat dinner even though I was hungry. then today I'm having a terrible headache.
but I'm depressed for a reason, okay?

wtf. Cloud on twitter tried to cheer me up? remember his "joke" about jumping down from a building? well yeah, from there he tried to cheer me up.
and then he called me stupid. wtf man.
what kind of person calls his/her friend "stupid" while cheering him/her up? >.> and to think he was one of my best friends. go and die, please.

I finally pass my 2.4 km run. both mandy and I are the only ones in the group that passed, I think.
we both have asthma, then the last round I complained that I couldnt breathe. then mandy told me to inhale twice, exhale once. I took her advice.... and we passed!! =D
then hong wei tried to sabotage us by saying that we cheated. but hey, why would mr quek want to believe in him? he also fail what! xD

today tania and I went to macs for breakfast. it ends at 11 am, and by the time we reached, we only had 40 seconds left before the menu changes. xD
then after that, tania bought me a rubber ball, a Final Fantasy 7 poster and 2 Vampire Knight posters and they were all my advanced birthday presents. so she wouldnt have to carry all of them to school.
initially the poster was $8, but they have a promotion so its $1 each. awesome!! if this weekend or next week still have, I will buy again!!! xDDD

oh. did anyone see the newpaper a few days ago? there were 2 pages reporting about a teenage boy who got raped by his music teacher, which is also a male -- the teacher must be gay.
they said the boy was in the music room alone with the teacher, when the teacher forced the boy to the ground and raped him. then dunno what happened to the boy but he got sent to the hospital.
but heres the thing -- I know that boy...... he's my neighbour!! my abused neighbour!! T__T so sad, first his parents and now his teacher!!!
later, I'm gonna go visit him. luckily kk hospital is nearby.

okay. now I wanna get away from this site and listen to music asap before my headache gets worse. byes~

♥ 10:32 PM

22/4/10

second post of the day.

I just wanna add some things.....

xx kept asking what I wanted for my birthday. I said anything, but deep inside, I really mean:
what I want is something even money cant afford. it is the trust from my mom.

maybe she doesnt know, but she's emotionally abusing me....
*sigh* I just hope my mom sees this...
then again.. whats the point? will my mom do anything? no, the answer is guaranteed. this emotional abuse has been going on for years, and I just realized it a few years ago.
now I'm feeling suicidal. someone give me a penknife and I'll cut myself.

speaking of which, I was slicing some french bread, and I accidentally cut my wrist with the knife.
but you know what? it didnt hurt at all.
maybe I should start cutting.

I just wish my family will treat me better... its either that or I just run away.
nothing's going on right with my family and me.....
is god even helping me? I dont think so.... because I have done a lot of bad things... dont think god will even help me...
well if like that, why am I not dying?

benza just told me to gain my mom's trust.
but how do I do it? can someone demo?
its not easy if you're me.
I seriously wonder.... if I ever die, will my family -- even parents -- cry?
I want answers.

♥ 4:15 AM

happy earth day.
I'm wasting electricity anyway.

okay. I feel very emo today. its just like my primary schools.
okay if you wanna know, one reason why I'm emo is because of my family. well you'd understand if you've read my previous blog post. and.... I'm still upset over the "parents love my bro more" thing. look, I know its childish but still.........
okay if you dont know a single thing about my family BACKGROUND, then shut up. >.>

Cloud tried to cheer me up on twitter. gosh, he's such a good guy. I love him.
he tried to cheer me up by saying that he jumped off his window to kill himself, but didnt manage to. yes, tried to cheer me up. but he didnt. you know why?
I replied: I've been thinking of suicidal ever since elementary school and all this time I've been scratching my wrists making my decision.
....then Cloud changed the subject. =.=

today xx and I had some random convo. it was during geo after I saw that I got full marks:
xx: everytime you say that I'd do good, you do better!
me:... well maybe I shouldnt say anything.
xx: then you wouldnt get good results!!
then she said I was too nice.
speaking of which, am I really being too nice to everybody? should I be like my primary school time where I'm always emo and always being rude to almost everyone? should I?
because some people are taking me for granted.

well. I just wanna wish Motoko a happy birthday. and can someone help me tell cas that I cant go to the party? its on saturday, right? well on saturday its my dads birthday so I cant celebrate her brother's. sorry so much.

♥ 11:48 PM

wow. I really like this day.
at first, I was really emo and all because of my mom, birthday and... other things.
now, after the assembly, I've become so hyper. HEEEEEEEEEE~~~~

a couple of guys from the science centre came to our school for assembly just now.
I volunteered to break the tin cans into half. LOL when the man told Linus about the challenge, Linus was so confident and said "OK ON!!"
then suddenly when he couldnt break the tin, he was like, "eh how come liddat one??" LMAO!
but seriously; even I had no idea what happened. xD I simply pressed the tin and suddenly it broke. so I was standing there on the stage thinking "WTF just happened?!" lol
then I turned to er... Mr Yong and asked "am I supposed to break it?" LOL I was so blur up there!
then when we got down Linus asked "no prize one arh?!" LOL
btw, Linus is the joker in NPCC~~~

I want to touch the elephant toothpaste thingy but they didnt let me because they say it is very hot. I only managed to touch the tray.
but it didnt feel hot to me. at least, not THAT hot.

my mom upset me this morning.
she said that she hopes my bro gets good results for his o-levels. I said the same. then my mom said "I really hope because I promised him an iPhone."
then I got quiet. after that I never talked to my mom the whole morning. I feel very unwanted, even now. its like my mom is eager to buy my bro an iPhone but she doesnt buy me anything.
damn I've been having this thought ever since I was very litte. I remember when I was about 5, I told my dad that they (he and mom) doesnt love me and they probably want to abandon me. when I was young, I wanted to run away.
oh god, recalling all this... I'm crying, literally. my friends on twitter are trying to comfort me...

during recess, I suffocated.. if you had heard me coughing and gasping for air....

well now I'm crying, I feel so damn upset that I dont have the mood to blog anymore.....
I just dont want to be the only one suffering....

♥ 12:35 AM

DUN DADUUN DUN DUN DUNDADUUUN~~~~ =D
congrats to me!! this is my 100th post!! *dances*
I cant believe I managed to make this much posts in just a few months! I mean, I only started blogging around December!!

oh, any of you noticed that I changed my mixpod? =D
its the opening for Final Fantasy 7!! that game has an awesome soundtrack, doesnt it?
speaking of which, I wanna play some more! D:

I just got a PSP cable.
if it works real well and everything, then I wont have to get myself a PSP Go!!! =D
oh. it feels like my birthday is over. even though its still 2 weeks away.

okay I dunno how many songs are currently stuck in my head right now.
there are so many I cant even think of one of them. xD

I'm a little bored... I'm just waiting for something.
I'm not even sure if it'll work. *cough* you dunno what I'm talking about, do you??? xP
anyway, I'm having a headache.
fuck this month of april.
ah well. no point complaining anyway. lets not be like that xx.
I just want some entertainment. 'nuff said.

♥ 12:07 AM

I'm currently not in a good mood today.

my birthday sucks like hell. exams here, exams there.... I dont smell cakes and excitement but instead I smell stress and punishments.
and because of this, I can tell that none of my parents are gonna buy me a PSP Go.
I hate you, MOE. go fuck yourself.

and the government in Singapore is stupid as shit.
they created a lift for my hdb flat, thats enough already! why the hell do they have to block up all the stairs and lifts for some stupid entertainment?!
already so near got karaoke thing and some more we are so close to town! we dont need any more of those stupid entertainment!! the government is just wasting our money!!
when I came back from school, I couldnt go to my house!! so I had to walk one whole round to go up the other stairs, then go down a couple flights of stairs and walk one more round to go to my house.
damn angry like hell sia. when I grow up, I dont want to work in Singapore.

awright, I'm done complaining.

I'm addicted to Final Fantasy 7 again. oh wait, did I mention that? lols I dunno...

well I have to go practise my dance.
and if I can, I shall shout at the workers to shut up. 'nuff said.

♥ 11:51 PM

here I am, in my cousins' house.
I expect my dad to be back soon, then he'll say something like "we'll be leaving in a few minutes time"~

I'm sad. or at least, feel like it.
I'm listening to Final Fantasy 7 soundtrack, and I keep listening to Aeris'/Aerith's theme.
you don't know the true meaning of music if you hadn't listened to it.
dang, this song itself is so sad. and it was also played in the original game when Sephiroth killed Aerith. and then you have to fight a boss with this music playing in the background!!
gosh.. just remembering all these scenes made me wanna cry... and I felt that Aerith's death was too soon.. T__T

anyway. I just found out that someone has been using this laptop to watch porn. I know; I can see the links in the address bar.
I think its my cousin. he's one hella pervert.
someone please make the links go away.

ah. I dont sound like my usual self, do I?
sorry... but dont blame the music!! xD the music is simply too awesome that I'm currently in a trance~ xD
listen to it!! Final Fantasy 7 Aerith's theme! its awesome!!
all the korean singers out there will get owned just by listening to this! xD lol

meh. I have to go now. oh yes, I spent a hell long time searching for materias and other treasures this morning. lets see what I'll find later this evening~
and if anyone or anything tries to get in my way, I'll give them the taste of pain a la Yuffie!
wish me luck, zotto~!!

edit: heres the vid on Aeris' death:

♥ 2:33 AM

I feel very content today~!!
I will be attending a friend's birthday party later. yeah~!!
but the sad thing is that most of my friends won't be coming.. that's too bad. and I was planning to bring a PSP along. >.<
and I'm afraid I may not know where to go, or I might go the wrong way~ lol.

I just finished watching the new episode of Amazing race. and it's so awesome that the cowboys Jet and Coro are staying!! I thought they would come last but they proved me wrong! xD they came in third instead! =D

sigh.. the exams are coming really soon.
and then the fitness test is coming a couple of days before the exam too.
and you know what? my birthday stands in between!! that sucks!! =( my birthday has always been surrounded by stress ever since I got to elementary school!!
and moreover, I seriously want a PSP Go!!! T__T

oh, guess what "Eyjafjallajokull" is?
lol its some kind of a volcano at iceland.
don't worry; I have no idea how to pronounce it either D:

ahh, anyway, I think I might go get ready for the party!
but.. before that.....
I'm gonna go look for some materia!! =D ahahaha adios~!!

♥ 11:05 PM

back to blogging!!
haha, I know I know. but sometimes I just forget to blog or just dont bother to. xD

I'm so damn bored. listening to korean songs now to.. uh... cheer me up? I dunno what for. xD

there are a lot of april babies out there! and I'm one of them! my birthday is coming in just 2 weeks time!!
weirdly, I'm not really excited. xD
I'm only excited at the thought of one of my family members buying me a PSP Go for my birthday.... but I know that will never happen!
I mean, seriously!! as if my mom would buy me one!!
thats why I'm working really hard to save my money for the console! and sometimes I even starve myself in school!!
you can see how desperate I am xD

this is probably the last day of the international friendship week. they had some kind of event this morning at school.
people can choose to have their name painted on their faces, or join some eating competition.
I, obviously a "minah" xD , joined the eating competition.
the rice crackers would hang from one string and it goes up and down and you must eat the cracker as fast as you can.
unfortunately, no one won because some peoples' crackers fell to the ground xD

and sadly, there is no npcc today. supposedly there is "speech day".
that sucks. I was really looking forward to npcc. and I didn't want to go for soccer.
I dont like the girls in soccer. assholes.

wow I must have blogged a lot today.
anyway, I hope to get a PSP Go really soon.
I shall starve myself from now on. save at least 2 bucks everyday. 'nuff said.

♥ 4:01 AM

I didnt blog yesterday, did I? xD well I guess that doesnt matter~
if you noticed, my chatbox is empty D:
but thats because I used the very same cbox account to put the cbox to another blog, and I had to delete the messages for obvious reasons~

want to see the awesome blog? its in the link section~
its about me and my friends, and our ambition to become a famous band!
well, something like that~ xD

hm, tomorrow must stay back for npcc!
they're going to measure our size so that they can make the uniform
damn nice, I must say =D

oh yes, I want more followers on twitter!
please, find people to follow me! =(

ahh, anyway, I just realized I forgot to do something
so I'll go for now~

♥ 3:46 AM

hey there! havent blogged for a while but thats just because I'm lazy. xD
well as you can tell, I've gone back to blogging in perfect english. I dunno why; its just my style. ^^

you know what, I think I've fallen in love with a friend on Twitter
http://www.twitter.com/Cloud1414
turns out that he's in love with someone else, but I dont think she's good enough for him. =[
you see, he's deeply in love with another girl but the girl keeps saying that he's irritating and that he's being childish and I can tell that its hurting the guy's feelings. but nevertheless he's still in love with her!

I want to tell him that the girl is not good enough for him but:
1. he might think I'm retarded, thinking that he's in love with another girl
2. I dont want him to get suspicious
3. ....I just wanted to say that

well lets just drop the subject =.=

anyway, I got chosen to be performing at the youth olympic games! thats great; this could be a once in a lifetime opportunity!
my mom told me that when there's a chance, take it. so... this is what I'm doing!... at least, something like that. xD

I'm starting to love NPCC now. I'm now officially in the police force after doing my swearing-in.
but when it comes to the pledge... you'll have no idea what I'm saying xD
the senior didnt speak clearly so all I said were some jibberish words

well I dunno what to say now
so I guess I'll call it a night~

♥ 5:47 AM

nvr blog 4 a while huh? srry...
lots of things happend evr since. life is.... average i guess.

guess watt?
i jz joined soccer 2day ^^
but uh.. i feel lame.. lykk no one lykks me at all
maybe its bcoz i'm in an express class??
i had an intention of quitting at 1st... xD yeah i'm nvr gd at making decisions xP
but den when i looked at evry1 nnd at tania... nnd th ppl thr are so nice 2 me ^^
i decided 2 stay~!!!
evn ashiqin is thr!!! yaaay~!! =D

haiz.. i'm so upset tt thrs no npcc tmw.. bcoz its gd fri...
but... i'm a little freaked out...
coz 2day hong wei nnd i saw some of th ncos.. dey in uni summore
nnd we were lykk "OMG thrs npcc 2day?!?!?!?!"
but den we decided not 2 go xD perhaps dey're goin sumwhr. since dey're in uni.
but.. watt if dey call our parents? nnd watt if sir scolds us 4 not listenin 2 th announcements?
no one noes abt it... nnd my mom didnt mention anything
so i guess i'm a little on th safe side.

ks.... i 4got watt i wanted 2 say... xD
oh yeah, i'm suddenly addicted 2 harvest moon! zomgwtfbbq i luhv tt game!!
jz as much as i luhv final fantasy!!

yay i jz remembered:
am i bein 2 nice 2 evry1? lykk evry1's takin me 4 granted... T__T
haiz.. we'll see, yeah?

♥ 4:12 AM