happy earth day.
I'm wasting electricity anyway.
okay. I feel very emo today. its just like my primary schools.
okay if you wanna know, one reason why I'm emo is because of my family. well you'd understand if you've read my previous blog post. and.... I'm still upset over the "parents love my bro more" thing. look, I know its childish but still.........
okay if you dont know a single thing about my family BACKGROUND, then shut up. >.>
Cloud tried to cheer me up on twitter. gosh, he's such a good guy. I love him.
he tried to cheer me up by saying that he jumped off his window to kill himself, but didnt manage to. yes, tried to cheer me up. but he didnt. you know why?
I replied: I've been thinking of suicidal ever since elementary school and all this time I've been scratching my wrists making my decision.
....then Cloud changed the subject. =.=
today xx and I had some random convo. it was during geo after I saw that I got full marks:
xx: everytime you say that I'd do good, you do better!
me:... well maybe I shouldnt say anything.
xx: then you wouldnt get good results!!
then she said I was too nice.
speaking of which, am I really being too nice to everybody? should I be like my primary school time where I'm always emo and always being rude to almost everyone? should I?
because some people are taking me for granted.
well. I just wanna wish Motoko a happy birthday. and can someone help me tell cas that I cant go to the party? its on saturday, right? well on saturday its my dads birthday so I cant celebrate her brother's. sorry so much.
