wow. I really like this day.
at first, I was really emo and all because of my mom, birthday and... other things.
now, after the assembly, I've become so hyper. HEEEEEEEEEE~~~~
a couple of guys from the science centre came to our school for assembly just now.
I volunteered to break the tin cans into half. LOL when the man told Linus about the challenge, Linus was so confident and said "OK ON!!"
then suddenly when he couldnt break the tin, he was like, "eh how come liddat one??" LMAO!
but seriously; even I had no idea what happened. xD I simply pressed the tin and suddenly it broke. so I was standing there on the stage thinking "WTF just happened?!" lol
then I turned to er... Mr Yong and asked "am I supposed to break it?" LOL I was so blur up there!
then when we got down Linus asked "no prize one arh?!" LOL
btw, Linus is the joker in NPCC~~~
I want to touch the elephant toothpaste thingy but they didnt let me because they say it is very hot. I only managed to touch the tray.
but it didnt feel hot to me. at least, not THAT hot.
my mom upset me this morning.
she said that she hopes my bro gets good results for his o-levels. I said the same. then my mom said "I really hope because I promised him an iPhone."
then I got quiet. after that I never talked to my mom the whole morning. I feel very unwanted, even now. its like my mom is eager to buy my bro an iPhone but she doesnt buy me anything.
damn I've been having this thought ever since I was very litte. I remember when I was about 5, I told my dad that they (he and mom) doesnt love me and they probably want to abandon me. when I was young, I wanted to run away.
oh god, recalling all this... I'm crying, literally. my friends on twitter are trying to comfort me...
during recess, I suffocated.. if you had heard me coughing and gasping for air....
well now I'm crying, I feel so damn upset that I dont have the mood to blog anymore.....
I just dont want to be the only one suffering....
