answer me, till the day that you do..
I'll be one step behind you~

hahahaha. I know, I know. I forgot to blog yesterday.
the whole day I was at Twitter!! with a lot of my roleplaying friends!! hahahaha :D
its so wonderful to be an official roleplayer. you get more friends, with the other official roleplayers and the rookies who look up to you~
not only on Twitter though. I was on the roleplaying site as well.
I hope today can roleplay a lot as well~~~

wow 1 June already? haiz... 3 more days and its Cas' birthday. I will be going to her house..
if my mom remembers, that is. xD

one thing I hate about holidays is that you wont be able to save money.
another thing I hate about holidays is that when you are the one living alone in your house, your family members will persuade you to live with them for a while.
my father asked whether I wanna stay at my cousin's house for one week, but I say cannot. we do have a one week break but thats when I stay at my grandma's house. ob...
good thing is that I'm going to Japan. ^^ yay, Tokyo Game Festival, here I come!
oh yeah, I received some news yesterday that they also having cosplay convention. sweet~ 2010 is an awesome year!!

is this blog post long? lol I hope not.
wait.. I'm addicted to my Harvest Moon game again. haiz..
my wife Ann gave birth already.. but the baby do nothing but sleep, cry, cheer. meh, good thing I'm the farmer; dont have to take care of the baby. xDD
wait, I forgot my birthday in HM. is it the 29th day of Summer or Spring? all I know is that I follow my real life birthday. in Japan, April is Spring.. but why nobody celebrate? even my wife never remind me! lol. I'm confused already.
when the baby grow to toddler, I have to take care of him already. haiz.. waste money just to buy gifts on my son. =.= lol
I named him after my neighbor, Skye. okay I know my neighbor doesnt have an "e" at the back, but the spelling is nice. ^^

okay I think this is getting too long. I have to continue eating my breakfast otherwise it will not taste very good.
byes~ ^^

♥ 6:01 PM

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Morning~!! haha, I feel so happy today..
I just finished my fourth chapter of my Junjou Romantica fanfic, and everything is going well...
I might even write a lemon in the next chapter.. o.o Misaki's gonna get raped~!! xD hahahahaha well every yaoi fan loves lemon anyway...
by lemon I dont mean the fruit... in the Internet, lemon is known as S.E.X....
WAHAHAHAHAHA I'm so evil!!!!

now watching Kaichou-wa Maid-sama! episode 9... I always wanna watch it before it actually airs on television so I wont feel "regret".... or something like that. xD

now roleplaying with Lionel.
HAH. HE'S NOT AN OFFICIAL ROLEPLAYER BUT I AM!!
*ahem* lol sorry about that. I am just too proud of my "Verified Official RolePlayer" badge. xD
because its never easy to roleplay Yuffie; she's a superhyper ninja!!!
when we were having the auditions... a lot of people failed to stay on character, out of about 100+ people, only 30 managed to get in. I am one of the 30 people.
then it got to more auditions.. and more roleplaying.... and it all comes down to me! :D
very shocking to receive a PM from the Mod saying:

"Congratulations. You have passed your tests, auditions and roleplaying. After having a big discussion with the other Moderators and Administrators, we have decided a place for you (which means you'll have to stick to this character we gave you. No changes.)
Yuffie Kisaragi. From the Compilation of Final Fantasy VII.
Thank you for your cooperation, and we hope to see you roleplay more often in that character.
Good luck!"

I. WAS. SO. DAMN. HAPPY.
I managed to beat 30 people and got the character I always wanted!!!
I even managed to beat Yuffentine!!! after I got the reputation, I received a lot of follower requests. and I was like WTF I'M SO HAPPY. lol.
kay lol I'm overly happy I should go watch my anime since it finished buffering. xD

♥ 4:58 PM

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hahahas. today log in late. on purpose.
spent the whole morning playing PSP. then went to watch Shrek Forever. wahh, of all the Shrek movies, this one is the nicest!!
I purposely want to use the computer late because... well, every singaporean anime freak knows the reason: new anime episodes get released at night!!

B2ST is coming to Singapore.... I am surprised, but I dunno whether I should jump around and scream like a fangirl, or just wait one corner for the rest of the details... lol.
I dunno how many times I've said this, but I WANNA SEE YO SEOB!!!
*waits.....*

4 June, I'll be going to Cas' house for her party.. I forgot to tell her not to make any meat. =X
eat cake only also can bah...
but will come home late. haiz... is it a weekday? if it is, I dont think my mom minds me coming home late.

oh yeah. I'm supposed to email mrs gloria about the eportal thingy.
so ma fan. whoops I used that word again.
ahh now have headache. just now almost fell asleep in the bus.
I'm waiting for my mom to prepare the lunch. right now, instant noodles and fried egg sounds pathetic. got rojak, cant wait to eat. ^^

EDIT: Gary Coleman died!! T__T nooooooo
he's an actor.. he had a disease that prevented him from growing taller.
how said... haiz...
no good things stay for long.......

♥ 2:00 AM

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wah. I woke up so early then I fell asleep again. I woke up yet again and showered and here I am lol.
I'm thinking what I should have for breakfast.
someone invited me to go out for breakfast last night, but I declined the offer. I'm too lazy. :P
wah so many people are online on Twitter. so early. lols

I dunno what else to write. the only things on my mind is "B2ST", "deadline", "My mom". xDDD
I cant wait for the deadline. hopefully B2St will be coming on here, then liddat I will ask my mom if she doesnt mind me going alone. or with my friends. lol.

I just blocked that irritating kid on Twitter. seriously, some keyboard warrior.
I feel so happy when I block him. AHAHAHAHAHAHA~
his friend asked me why I blocked him. I pretended to be stupid and asked her "I didnt do anything! I dunno what you're talking about."
then suddenly the boy use his friend's phone and DM-ed me that he hacked my account.
then I said to him "Yeah right, who's stupid enough to block himself".
after that, he didnt reply. xPPPP
some people are so stupid. he says he's 17? I'd laugh at his stupidity and his inability of thinking before talking/typing anything. xDDDD
but somehow I think that the friend and the boy are the same person.

'kay. I dunno what else to say.
I'm listening to Natsukoi by SID. thats all.

♥ 6:02 PM

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ahh I'm having a headache. I should've bought a bubble tea just now.

earlier on, I went to Macs alone to have breakfast alone. Cas wanted to follow but failed to because she has too many things to carry.
when I reached there, guess who I met~~~? MARCO! FROM MY PRIMARY SCHOOL!
at first I just sit down, count my money, blahblahblah.. then suddenly one boy sit down in front of me. I was like "OI, no permission issit?" then I looked up and saw the same dyed hair (light brown). then I knew it was Marco.
he's from Bishan Park? woots~ lol
so we had breakfast together~~~ :D

I'm also feeling happy because I rejected the offer to become a prefect.
pfft, what are the advantages man?? if get more marks for exams or what, then I want~ but if dont have anything like that, then forget it.
most people would say that we have camps. dude, thats a disadvantage for me already. I hate camps a lot.

Sid's Rain just came out. I'm so happy~~~
I'm gonna listen to it the whole day. LOL jk if I do that, I'll get tired of it
I love MAO-CHAN~!!!! HE'S SO KAWAAAIIIIIIII~~~
*cough* he's the vocalist for Sid *cough*

ah kay I'm so irritated by some kid on Twitter
he's 17? wtf? he sounds like some 9 year old.
I mean, he cannot differentiate a.m. and p.m. !!!
and he's always DM-ing me or replying me. he told me he has a girlfriend?! GO TALK WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND LAH BYATCH LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
and he claims to have taken some huge national exam. oh really? TELL ME WHY YOUR ENGLISH SUCKS LIKE HELL.
the hell...? he doesnt even want a lot of followers!!

SCAM was planning to take a photo together specially for our blog... but didnt manage to.
we're also planning to make a photo album on FB specially for SCAM~ :D
should make it public... then everyone will know who we are~!! LOL
I'm gonna announce this on the SCAM blog.

♥ 8:43 PM

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wahh... I love today, man~!! it was sports day and then the whole of SCAM went to hang out at J8~

today the goalkeeper of S'pore's national soccer team, Lionel Lewis, came. which is good, because the malay guy Hassan Sunny is not a very good goalkeeper.
at first, when Lionel entered, I heard the girls screaming. I was like "WTF, why you scream? you think Korean star, issit?" because I thought its Hassan.
then I saw Lionel and I was like "ZOMGWTFBBQ!!!" lols
I took photo of him and OMG he's so close to my phone!! xDDD then I took a photo with Lionel along with Tanya.

then later the whole of SCAM went to Yoshinoya to eat. bad experience there, dont wanna talk about it.
but the food is nice ^^ lols
then later we went to take random photos of ourselves. I think we're gonna do the same thing tomorrow ahahahahas.

I already uploaded most of the photos on FB. most, only. some I dont want to offend people so I dont upload. *cough* mostly Meera *cough* hahas.

now listening to MBLAQ's One Better Day. not on YouTube though. I am on Motoko's blog and she put that song in her mixpod. its so nice, I dunno how many times I listened to it already. hahas.

I got a lot more to write but I think I better not because it can be compiled to a book. xDD
so byes and omg I'm hungry again~

♥ 11:18 PM

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I know I said I didnt want to blog again today. but many things happened after my previous blog post. so this is my second post of the day! :D

OMGOMGOMG! I just met Haikal downstairs at the bubble tea shop!! KYAAAA~~~

in case you dont know, Haikal was the hottest guy in primary school. all the stupid girls would flirt with him.
why I say stupid? because only the smart people know that Haikal would reject everyone.
I like him, yes *hehe, bet you didnt know that, old friends~!* and for once, I'm so happy to be separated from all the primary school kids. LOL!!

so anyway I met him at the bubble tea shop. he called out my name "ASHIKIIIIN~"
at first I was like "WTF? only old people here how they know my name?!" then I turn to the tables and saw 3 Bishan Park Secondary students. one of them, Haikal, smiled at me and say hi.
my mouth totally opened in shock man!! I thought he transfered school!! but I waved back at him.
then he ask "kau sekolah whitley ke?" meaning "You're from Whitley?". I never said anything, just nod my head. then he point to his collar and say "NPCC?" I nod my head again.
after that I quickly turned to the aunty and ordered my bubble tea. lols. shock sia.

now that I think about it, I had totally forgotten about Haikal. what about Marco?? he keep asking for stead leh!
((not Marco from 1E3 hor. another primary school friend lols))
he's also living around this neighborhood.
lols.... I'm so tired now.

tomorrow is sports day.
I'm gonna take lots of sugar to get sugar rush so I can run fast:
coffee, butter biscuits and coke! yay!!
I must bring a lot of coins as well.

♥ 11:24 PM

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now I'm at school.
for once, I really like the math teacher for bringing us to the computer lab. she allowed some of us to go to any website. now I'm on YouTube listening to Bad Girl from B2ST!! <33

I dunno what else to type haha. later we'll be having some prefect briefing. haiz.. =.=

this saves the time for me to blog later. hahas

if I'm alone in this room, I would dance to this song man. damn catchy.
I can bob my head up and down if I want, like what I usually do in primary school. xD

seriously, I dunno what else to write.
I'm a little bored.
my song just ended. I'm gonna listen to something else.
byes~

♥ 8:32 PM

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I'll be one step behind you~

I dunno how many songs are stuck in my head already.
earlier on, I listened to so many korean and japanese songs.
and on the way to Zhenghua Secondary School, I kept repeating the songs Sorry Sorry, Bad Girl, Bonamana and Wedding Dress.
then I imagined that the four main male protagonists of the game Souls of Fantasy dance to the songs ((like the girls in Dead Fantasy dancing to Gee)): Cloud, Lenne, Kevin and Brother.
and omg... in my head, they all look so hawt when dancing... xD lols perhaps except for Kevin. dont really like the way he look. xPPP

wah... I feel so happy today.
when I checked my mail, I was surprised to see 20 unread mail. I clicked in my inbox... surprisingly, there was no spam!!!
I was so happy.... I can cry myself tears of joy xDDD

NAPFA test was today... bleh, I think I'll be getting bronze or silver ((by fluke)).
never a gold. I'm not athletic at all. cannot keep my family name. lols ;PPP

I'm hungry.. I dunno what's there to eat
and is there a movie tonight? I dunno
can't wait to watch With You
meh I guess thats all~ byes, peeps~

♥ 4:23 AM

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now at my cousin's place. before this, I was at my grandma's place.
I bought a death note!! hehehe, lets see whose name I should write down in it...
the science teacher? xx? some random guy who keeps calling me?

lol. I know you are confused.
theres an anime called Death Note. its about these few people who are called "Death Note Keepers". they have a black notebook (duh).
well anyway, if the keepers happen to write down someone's name in the book, that "someone" will die. awesome! how I wish stuff like that were true.

ahahahaha~ just realized I didnt blog yesterday... one whole day on the desktop yet I forgot to blog, how ridiculous of me =.=

I met Russell Lee for the 5th time yesterday. after me was a group of muslim kids. when they learnt that I met him 5 times already, they were all like so shocked.
hah.. of course, I'm an autograph maniac... xD lols

anyway I'm planning to watch School Days again. should I?
the last time I watched it, I stopped halfway because it was getting freaky. I skipped to the ending where there were a lot of killings. *shiver*
crazy japanese girls. lol
maybe I should. I shall rewatch Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood and Death Note some other time, if I have it. ;P

♥ 12:16 AM

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now eating breakfast. lol. that was random

I've gone back to using Tweetdeck. I think its much more convenient and faster. although it sometimes get irritating and I have to restart it over and over again.

this afternoon, I'm going to my grandma's house, over at marsiling. but before that I am going to causeway point for an autograph session. then, I'll go to Multimedia Junction and/or Comics Connection. I dunno whether to buy cd or manga, ahahahahas~

I had a ghostly experience last night man. while using the computer, I heard something dropping in the room. when I turned to look inside, I saw a face. it was blue, but damn bloody. I was so shocked I ran to the couch and actually cried. DAMN. SHOCK.
then my mom come back and I told her what happened... then she made me drink holy water and said some prayers...
scary man. never in my life have I been THIS shocked before. for one hour, I was shocked and crying..

holidays are coming. I wonder what to do man. lols
should start on my manga collection again 8D its been a long time ever since I last collected a manga. and by "collect" I mean "buy the whole series"... of course not all at one shot. =.=
I've been watching animes... so I never collected any manga, even though I prefer mangas to animes..
oh yeah, later I have to watch Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood. I missed the latest episode.

I forgot to say I got promoted from "Rookie" to "Amateur" to "Verified Official Roleplayer" on a global roleplaying site!! yay, I'm so happy~!! I love roleplaying so much~~~
roleplaying is when you pretend to be a certain game/anime character
in this case, I am Yuffie Kisaragi from Final Fantasy VII. like my twitter also, lols. I like Yuffie a lot, but I'm not a les~
I've been roleplaying for so long, its no surprise I'm a verified official roleplayer 8D lols no, I got verified because I'm GOOD at roleplaying, not because I've done it for so long
I think thats what they say xDDD

well I guess thats all~
should I go to the SCAM blog? Mirror is supposed to update it
what will happen if she doesnt, I wonder...? hmmm.... ((lols))

♥ 6:05 PM

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I'm dead tired man. just got back from NPCC.
today we received our uniform. wahh damn nice sia! but I had trouble with the buttons because they keep coming out.
we also received this NPCC badge... we have to wear it everyday to school. =.= so troublesome.
15 june we have to go for the road safety liao, just when my friend confirm the thing...
but nevermind, he say 15 june night, we travel to japan. so still can attend the Tokyo Game Festival~~~
but I dont want to tell teacher about this. keep secret because last time I went to Japan, then I told teacher then what so scared, check my temperature lah all this. so troublesome.

today we only did drills for one month, but already damn tired.
and my whole body is aching man.
I think its because we haven't had training for such a long time. oh yeah, I've become the permanent timer for NPCC... I think. T__T
the whole day, the Sir Joseph (or his name Joshua? not sure) keeps looking at me. so weird liao. he look at me, smile some more. =.=

I really hope 4Kids! gets delisted. I hate that company man. WORST. TRANSLATOR. EVER.
even I can translate better than them. =.=

I changed the song for my mixpod. its Cherish by Otsuka Ai. I know its very slow but I just like it anyway.

wow I'm so tired I cant blog properly. I think if I fall down onto the bed right now, I would instantly fall asleep~

♥ 3:55 AM

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owowowow... I'm having stomachache now. pain like hell sia.
my grandparents always told me that when you have stomacache, its not because you ate something bad.. sometimes its because you never eat at all.
I think its true. I didnt eat anything at all, only a cup of coffee.
argh, I'll go have my lunch after this.

we got most of our exam papers back today. I hate math man.
our teacher said that the marker was being fair. fair, my ass. if she's fair, she should give me one extra mark for my correct answer.
I dont mind if she deducts one mark (maybe she mark wrong), but the worse thing is, our teacher dont want to do anything about it. KL

haiz. I'm more disappointed in my science results.
all this time, I've been getting As. very good As, but this time round... I got a C.
Joel has a same situation. seriously, the markers this time round are being too strict already. I feel like complaining.
my mom will surely reprimand me for the bad grades. and one day, I'll walk up to one teacher and shout "F U" to her/him. one day.

enough talk about school. I want something fun.
I think I'm addicted to the manga S.A. aka Special A.
its better than I thought it would be.
to be honest, I prefer mangas than animes. mangas always have extra content, lol.
every weekend, if possible, I will go to Comics Connection to get a volume. ahahahahahas.

kay I think thats all I wanna say. theres not much on my mind anyways.
byes~~~

♥ 11:55 PM

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I feel normal, but my temperature... I'm not sure about it lol
well today 2 SCAM members are going out. so yeah have fun! lol
holidays are coming in a week, Cas' birthday is also near!! life is so busy lol. I'll try to enjoy this june holiday to the fullest~!! =D

anyway, Big Bang's Tell Me Goodbye official music video just came out yesterday... I think. lol
the video... *cough* no offense BB fans out there, I find it boring *cough* hahahahahaha. I mean, all of them are singing in a graveyard. D: its not like the girl died or anything lol
and also, they didnt show GD much at all. most of it is shown on TaeYang and Daesung. haiz.. its alright, TaeYang is still my favorite! =D
TOP's rap is awesome!!! hahahahaha I find it damn catchy. I listen to the song many times just to listen to the rap lol

happy belated birthday, TaeYang~!! =D
okay well, I wished you yesterday on Twitter and Facebook... but not on here =(
and its just 9+ hours after the actual birthday too.... so happy belated birthday again!!

lol wtf. I was on Twitter and one of my followers tweeted this:
SAY THIS FAST (I, 1, 2, 1/2, 6) RT IF YOU GET IT
at first I read... then I know what it means already
I WANT TO HAVE SEX
lmao hahahahahahahahaha
*cough* thats lame...

oh well. I should go...
OH SHIT I FORGOT ABOUT BREAKFAST lol byes~!!

♥ 6:12 PM

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EXAMS. ARE. FREAKIN. OOVVVEEEEEEERRRR!!!!!!
now no one can stop me from using the computer or watching too much anime to reading too much manga or talking too much crap or whatever lol
I'm gonna be the happiest person alive! just kidding haha
since the exams are over, I dont want to talk about the geog paper just now.
but I'm still sick


YouTube is freakin 5 years old. I didnt know that lol. in fact, when I was young I was very outdated in stuff like that. I only got to know about YouTube when I was 11. xDDD I'm not kidding!



anyway, I just saw on YouTube the Victory Korea teaser by Super Junior. wah, they are so rich that they have nothing better to do but sing songs. xD thats what they're supposed to do!

strange. today I dont have much to say
except that I'm running out of chocolate pocky biscuits D:
noooooo T.T

♥ 7:19 PM

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Maths paper 2 was today. I expected it to be damn hard, but... its not at all.
but that doesnt mean I will get full marks for all this. lol

man I'm sick... I havent eaten my medicine yet because I havent had my lunch... or breakfast, whatever.
I think I got sick because I walked under the rain.... haiz lesson learnt.
before this I never get sick when I walk under the rain. now finally become sick.
when we were doing the paper just now.. halfway through the paper my headache became very bad and I couldnt think properly. breathing was very irregular as well
and for some reason, the math teacher kept looking at me. wtf lol.

damn headache. I wonder if I can move as much now....

well I should be going back to having my lunch.
no wait, theres something I wanna say.... in japanese:

ore-ga yondei'ta manga-wo oboe teru?
sore-wa sukoshi hentai daga, subarashii!
sekkusushiin-de, karera-wa seieki tonde ooku-no wo miru LOL!!!
chuukounen-no teema-wa tsuneni ii da AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
*ahem* futsuu-no hito no tame-no shikaku-ga nai xDDDDDD

okay I guess thats all
whatever I said up there, its disgusting so you dont have to know. dont worry xD
but whatever I said up there is also making me high HAHAHAHA

♥ 7:14 PM

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uuuuhhhhh my headache is damn terrible... woke up this morning but I thought I was having the usual morning headache, so I turned to my right and tried to sleep
then suddenly, like my brain started moving on its own. lol. I dunno how to explain the headache lah.

moreover, my mom wanted to bring me out to go eat the famous rojak. the one last time called "Geylang Serai", because it just opened.
man... I love rojak so much, I was looking forward to it...
am I still sick?? I dont want to stay at home lehh.... my mom only allows me to use the computer for 4 hours. wtf, what am I gonna do in the next 20 hours or so???
see, now I feel nauseous... =.=

wahh yesterday, at the community centre, I got interviewed by.... some people I dunno. xD
because I took part in some dancing thing, so they came to interview all the dancers and the choreographer.
they asked so many questions (and we did so many things), that the whole event lasted 2 hours. so in my head I was screaming, "OI I'm sick lahh!! I wanna go back home!!" lol
this is my second time getting interviewed.

its too bad S'pore doesnt sell Junjou Romantica manga. because its a gay manga and... a lot of sexual themes in it.
so I decided to read it online. they say its M18 blahblahblah. I didnt care and continued reading it anyway, lol
wahh, REALLY got sexual themes in it sia!!! it might disgust you all so I better not say it. but to me, anything NC16 or higher is so entertaining. ahahahahahahahaha

okay seriously, I dont feel well I cant think or blog properly
I need to go take some medicine, then see whether I'm well enough to go eat rojak

♥ 5:07 PM

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OMGOMGOMG
I just finished watching Junjou Romantica!! both the 2 seasons!! in less than a week!! T^T
and a lot of my friends -- sorry, primary school friends, I mean -- know that if I finish a game or anime in less than a week, that means....
I'M OBSESSED!!!!
wahhhh the ending was unexpected, but still good anyways

anyway, I got so obsessed that I made a fanfic about it on a site.
http://www.fanfiction.net/~viiyuffie
^thats my profile...
fanfiction is a site where you can write your own stories about anime, games and whatnot
I just posted the story yesterday. and you know what? I received 5 freakin' reviews!!
reviews are when people like your story, and so they... yeah, whatever.
I'm so freakin' happy!!! *rolls around in wonderland*

http://formspring.me/Yuffie001
^thats my account for formspring.. its a site where you can ask me anything random. ^^
someone asked me, if you have a chance, who would you sit in class? or something like that
I said MUST be a guy, but quiet one.. like Marco or Jun Heng
then suddenly I get a very very strong feeling. someone from 1E3 asked me this!!!
I get the feeling its Benza, 'cause he's the chairman and he's arranging the seats with Zhang Quan.
but cannot be Zhang Quan, because... well, the way they type is different.

hmm, I guess thats all for now..
oh yeah, I'm not feeling well. my headache is terrible and I feel nauseous. like I feel as if I wanna vomit, but cannot vomit.
my mom told me, its probably the stress from the exams.
I'm like WTF?! then after a while, I think its true..
haiz... if thats so, doctor please tell MOE that I'm allergic to exams... if not, I kena sick again lehs...

♥ 5:00 PM

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science was okay. to me, biology was the easiest.
chemistry gave me headache lol. I remember one question about chromatography, where they put the fruit juice to locate all the sugar. then one question was:
what sugar is missing? or something like that
the moment I saw that, I was like HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW?!?!
then I randomly wrote maltose (or something). now my headache is terrible.

the graph was stupid. the last one, I mean.
I have no idea how long I spent on that question. I was wondering if I should shade the tiny squares or not.
in the end, I drew lines. once again, I drew them randomly. haiz....

the science isnt the only thing thats giving me stress. someone's gonna give me some japanese test, and I have to memorize almost everything; from the kanji letters to how you pronounce them.
that was when I thought to myself, how much did my mom pay for these classes?! I wanted the normal one, not this test-test one!!!
I slept late last night trying to memorize the food in japanese. I can only remember ichigo=strawberry, negi=onion, tamanegi=spring onion, tabemono=food.......
man I really need to buck up.
oh yeah then Mandy saw my japanese writing, and she shouted "OMG!!!"
she asked me what does "Aho" means... I told her, theres no such word.
its true. you know why? AHO IS A NAME FOR GOODNESS SAKE. lol.

wait I just remembered that its still morning. lol.

♥ 7:54 PM

answer me, till the day that you do..
I'll be one step behind you~

it was the first paper of math today. hm, not easy, but not hard as well. I expected it to be waaay harder than that.
of course, I cant take that as an advantage. there's still the second paper, and I guarantee that one will be hard as hell. for me, of course. =P
its science exam tomorrow. although I find science very easy, I still must study. must buck up!! I need to improve!!
but.... everytime I study for science, I never get the grade I want. I always get lower. maybe I shouldnt study. lol

I hate my parents. okay, not that. I hate my father. not that much, but I still hate him!
last sunday, he asked me if I wanted to go poly or JC, and why.
I say poly because there's only 3 JCs here and I'm sure they dont have animating courses. I wanna take animating courses.
then my father got quiet for a while, then he say, "but if you take animating, there wont be much jobs for you."
please, lah. ITS WHAT I WANT OK
then he asked me what is my second cca. I said soccer.
then he say, "being muslim, you cant wear those short pants blahblahblah you will understand when you get kids blahblahblah I want you to quit soccer."
I've always wanted to say this to him:
FUCK YOURSELF LAH. this is my life and not your life!! I should be able to do what I want to do, what I always wanted to do!! being my parent, you should support me when it comes to my future, not go against my ideas of life. I have always liked you more than Mommy, but my mind changed after you said those things. even if there are not much job choices, I still wanna take up the courses. unless you want me to become like those old aunties collecting tin cans. dont only think about the future, but think of how I feel first!!!

no use complaining lah. life is just how it is anyway. haiz..

♥ 8:11 PM

answer me, till the day that you do..

♥ 7:16 PM

answer me, till the day that you do..
I'll be one step behind you~

last night, when Mothers' Day is almost ending, my mom told me something. something that shocked me a lot:

I have raised you and your brother for many years, and I realized something
Your brother is the good one, and you, the girl, is the one with a slightly bad behavior
Because of that, I told you not to celebrate this day
You insisted on celebrating, and I insist back for you NOT to
All this time I have observed you
For 2 years, last year and this year, you did not celebrate this special day
This was a huge impact to me, and I finally realized that you obey me as your mother
This is what I like to see from my children. Knowing that my children, even the naughtier one, is obeying me, that is already like a present for me.

okay, so my first impression was like: WTF. all this time, its just a frikkin' Mothers' Day present for YOU?!?! but now I finally understand what she meant.
Happy belated mothers' day, oka-san =D

hmm... not much to say today. lol all this was just about the message my mom told me
I'm planning on doing some fandub later on...
I got a new earpiece too. its a little uncomfortable but I guess I cant complain. as long as it allows me to listen to music, I'm okay with it. ^-^

oh no!! The Amazing Race is today!! left only the final three!!!
the cowboys, Jet and Coro, had better win!!! before I swear at the television again
gogogogogo!!!

♥ 11:38 PM

answer me, till the day that you do..
I'll be one step behind you~

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!!!!
I dont celebrate this day anymore; I've given up on it. but it wouldnt kill me if I say that right? =D

hmm.. I woke up early in the morning just to watch anime.. and now I'm tired =.= lol

wtf. I received like 3 chain letters yesterday. I felt like calling those people up and shout at them to stop sending me and go find other ways to waste money!!
but I didnt =P dont bother to

T__T I'm hungry
I'm waiting for my mom to wake up so she can make breakfast
but its Mothers' Day.... I think I'll go make it myself later

I'm obsessed with my gay anime Junjou Romantica xDDD
its sooooo cute x333 but I wouldnt recommend it to you guys =P
unless, if I'm still living at woodlands... MAAAAAYBBEEEEE I will recommend this anime to them
wait!! I think Jerrald would LOVE this anime!! xDDD lmao

well, I'm gonna go make breakfast then watch anime
so happy mothers' day
and uh..... yeah that's it I guess ^o~

♥ 4:57 PM

answer me, till the day that you do..
I'll be one step behind you~

ohayou~!! haha, I'm feeling so happy today
I'm watching an anime called Junjou Romantica on my desktop
dont try watching it because I'll know it'll dusgust normal people like you. its.. uh.... an anime about a tuition teacher, who is a guy, falling in love with his student, who is also a guy
OMG haha. therefore I am not normal xP
besides, I like this anime a lot because the characters speak basic japanese. I dont have to keep pausing every now and then just to understand what they're saying!! =D

okay, okay. I'll talk about something else.

the moment I woke up this morning, my shoulders hurt like hell
I cant move my arms as freely as I want to. haiz..
I need a massage, asap...

haiz... Sky and Lionel have classes on the weekends... and its "compulsory", so they say... T__T I'm so bored...
I guess I'm too used to hanging out with the brothers TOGETHER with Joshua, Cin, blahblahblah.... haiz...

I'm sighing a lot today, arent I? I must be very very very bored and very very very tired to sigh that much.... I should go get some rest by... talking? LOL
byes~~~

♥ 7:59 PM

answer me, till the day that you do..

♥ 6:57 AM

answer me, till the day that you do..
I'll be one step behind you~

happy NPCC day to all cadets (including me!), sergeants, star sergeants, NCOs and CIs!! CIs sometimes you suck but you help discipline us all anyways! ^-^
today, during our national anthem assembly, all the senior NPCC cadets went to the front of the parade square to... do the usual thing. xD
then when NCO Joshua shouted "Baris, sedi-A!!" then all the cadets stomp their feet at the same time and their boots sounded very nice.... lol.. xD

I made someone cry today. I dont bother mentioning the name because I think its stupid.
once again I felt nothing. I always dont feel anything when I do something bad, like make someone cry.
but seriously... that person cries at every little thing!! when things dont go her way, she cries. =.= how can she get a job like that??!
Mr Quek said only me, Cas and Motoko to jump at one trampoline... then the person followed us. we told her what Mr Quek told us then she became her usual "debating-self and start arguing back...
she say "Mr Quek said that I join you all."
like, SO?!?!?!?! Mr Quek said, but did I hear him say it?? please, dont be so childish. =.=

I wanna kill myself.... okay not literally.
but...
the Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood manga is going to end soon!! *says all the bad words* WHY?! WHYYYYY?!?!
if the manga is ending.... then the anime series is ending too!!!!!!!! T__T
*sigh* well they say that good things are limited..... haiz... T__T

I studied like a bitch last night doing some mathematical sums. theres one question I keep getting wrong, so I keep re-doing it. then I still fail so I asked my father... he took so long to teach me. >.>
then finally I know how to work it out... got it correct.. looked at the clock....... almost 12 am....
then I overslept. =.= haiz...

okay, I dunno what else to say already. just... a happy NPCC day. lol.
BYES~

♥ 10:36 PM

answer me, till the day that you do..
I'll be one step behind you~

hahaha, that was a weird intro!! but probably I'm using that for the intro of all of my future blog posts. its much nicer. =P
those are lines from a song. I posted the lyrics onto the SCAM blog, I think. I got STM and I cant remember. xP

hmmm.. not much to say today.. I'm just happy that npcc training got canceled for today and tomorrow. not sure why though.
I just cant wait to get our uniforms!!!
today we just received our physical training shirt. haiz... they make it so nice and yet its gonna be used for some training. and training is only play sports, run around the school or do some drills.
LOL. I think after Kelly saw us cadets get the shirt, she wanted to join. yeah, WANTED. she asked me and Jun Heng what we do in NPCC.
first we told her about the physical training, blahblahblah... then suddenly I told her about the punishments we will get. then she don't want already. xDDDDD
which is good. even if she join, I doubt she'll stay for long. definitely not the cca for her.
I'm the only serious female sec 1 cadet in the cca. =.= the other girls talk about boys, wtf.

which reminds me, during second language class my friend asked me which kind of guy is my type.
my answer: emo guys.
I dunno. I just like quiet people. *shrug*

maths today was awesome. the teacher didn't talk much, we only did other schools' work.
moreover, the east view secondary work was soooo damn easy!!! I didn't use a calculator to do all those sums.
now, if only exam questions were like that......

I suddenly feel like eating roasted corn. or whatever its called.

I LOVE HAYATE THE COMBAT BUTLER!!!!!
lol, its a title of the anime they show on animax.
this is one of the animes with a random storyline, and most animes like that usually suck. but this anime, is TOTAL WIN. it owns all the other random animes. ^-^
this is one of the animax anime I DONT need to change the language. because the english dub is exactly like the japanese one, and the voice dubbing is awesome!!!!

I dunno what else to say now
except that the rain stopped for no reason? I mean, it was drizzling, then warm again. wtf
and we just learned about global warming during geography lesson.
ahh, whatever. byesss~~~~

♥ 11:48 PM

its warm again. I was planning to go out with Mel (short for Melvin), Joshua, Lionel, Bryan (Pein) and... some other guy I somehow forgot the name. xD Maybe I'm not that close to him. *shrugs*
anyway, I was planning to go hang out with the guys under the void deck. Its what I've been doing ever since I moved here. They are from Bishan Park Sec, so they are sorta my type. *sighs* Too bad I cant go now...
whats wrong with singapore?! it was never THIS warm!!! D:

see, now I've forgotten what I wanted to say.

anyway, just now some DJ guy(s) came to our school.
halfway through the assembly, we all smelled something like... shit. xD and I said somebody didn't close the toilet door (because right before I smelled that smell, I saw some girl just entered the hall. maybe she went to the toilet before).
then suddenly Tanya said that it smelled like fuck. xDDDDD omfg thats hilarious!! I couldnt stop laughing!! OMFG I got the meera disease!! xDDD
oh yeah after that this DJ combined Ke$ha's Tik Tok vocals with the Wonder Girls' Nobody instrumental, and then it became a very weird song.
Tanya said its the asian version of Tik Tok!!! LMAO!!!

speaking of DJs, I remember when I was P5, I was randomly chosen by my teachers to go on some DJ course. some other P5 pupils got randomly chosen too.
good thing is that its free. bad thing is that theres no food given. xPPP
anyway, the course was held at Republic Polytechnic, which is waaaaaay at Woodlands.... around there.
everyone brought a jacket because they expected it to be cold. but seriously, its not. its fucking warm in there.
I just have a very weird sense of feel, okay?
anyway the DJs there taught us about how the music works and how we can "crop" the music. then they let us.. erm, I forgot what its called.... well they just let us play around with the CDs.
then when it was my turn I keep rubbing/shaking/whatever-ing the CD because the sound was very nice. x3 then the DJ say in a funny way "You keep shaking, then the CD habis already!" means the CD will spoil if I keep shaking it like that. xDDD
he also asked me whether I was expecting a genie to come out. LOL!!!

the class chairman, Benza, has become one of my best of the best friends ever.
he cheered me up when I was feeling down, he helped me settle things with my mom, he even joked around...
gawd, if only I had met Benza earlier than this. =)

okay wtf my pearl milk tea tastes like soy milk.
it must be the warm weather.
wait, I forgot what I wanted to say.
I was thinking of posting up photos of Hitoshi-sama and Hideki-sama. should I?
meh. I just wanna be cooled down.
byeeeess~~~

♥ 12:30 AM

haiz... nowadays its been so damn warm. even when its raining
global warming! GLOBAL WARMING!! matilah aku!!!! (I'm going to die)
no, shut up. thats not japanese. =.= its malay.
oh! I just remembered that I know 4 languages!!
english, malay, japanese and Al Bhed!!
lemme translate the global warming sentence to al bhed....
kmupym fynsehk! KMUPYM FYNSEHK!! E's kuehk du tea!!!!
hahahaha. people often mistake it for french or spanish whenever they see me type in this language... xPPP

I'm waiting for Cloud and Leon to go on to Twitter. I can't wait to RP again! ^^
speaking of twitter, I still cant forget what Benza said during math class earlier on.
he called me "Twitter crazy" xDDDDDD OMFG I'm laughing because its true!!!
he said "everytime my phone vibrates, I check and see your name on my phone. always on twitter one!" xDDD
then I asked him why he switched on the twitter notifications on his blackberry? obviously its gonna be very irritating, especially when you're like me and have over 70 followers. =.= imagine having your phone vibrate about a hundred times a day!! LOL
I just reaced 1000 tweets yesterday! ^-^

what the hell man. the song Wedding Dress by Taeyang is stuck in my head.
I dont even know how it got into my mind in the first place.

mmmmff... I dunno what else to say.
except that I'm eating some chocolate bun, while drinking some grape ice blended, and they do not taste very good together.

♥ 11:37 PM

*yawns* there's no school today but wtf the time passes so quickly
I woke up at 8 a.m. then I look at the clock its 4:30 p.m. already =.=
haiz.. well I am indeed having fun... on twitter. =D lol

me, Lionel and Joshua were roleplaying on twitter... haha so much fun
I love roleplaying~ I'm so good at these kind of real-life games

me and my primary school friend Bryan are gossiping about people we hate. LOL

okay its so damn warm here
why do I always feel warm when its raining? I'm so abnormal >.>

I dont have much to say... except that the morning I've been downloading crap xD

oh YAY someone followed me on twitter!
lololol just saying
see I'm bored I say these kind of things
and no, I'm not drunk
I ate my lunch for breakfast
LOL byes

♥ 1:30 AM

urrghhh. internet so laggy now.
and weekends are so damn boring.

now watching Whacked Out Sports. lol so long never watch
I like to see the people fall then ps then they start swearing. haha xD


ok yesterday I went to buy this new PSP game. its called Riviera: The Promised Land
I thought it looked like a childish game... sorta...
then suddenly *KA-CHING!!* I got addicted to it..
its because of the battle system and the characters. the characters are so cute and the battle system is so..... extraordinary? lol
I love this kind of game. Like to trigger the storyline, you have a lot of choices and you must choose one. each choice triggers different events. this game is exactly like that.
and it reminds me so much of my very first game from Square, Chrono Cross. its exactly like that~


ehh! channel 5 will be showing Enchanted tonight!!
lol I remember that movie.... I like the prince the most because he's the most stupid person in the movie!
he thinks the television is the "magical talking mirror" xDDDDDD

hm I forgot what I wanna say next
oh yeah!!
.......................... no wait I forgot again.
eh nevermind maybe I'll recall later~~~

♥ 9:09 PM

haha. I was online late today. because I went out to eat and blahblah. not that important bah.
more important was the concert last night, and I had lots of fun!! =D

I went to NUS with my mom and my two brotherly neighbours, Lionel and Sky.
at first we were lost so we were walking around the whole campus looking for the universal cultural club. finally we found it and WTF IT WAS HUGE!!! it looked like a hotel and an airport combined!!!
anyway we got our tickets and realized that we were almost late. D: so we hurriedly got inside.
then we took our seats then one guy was asking us, "are you in the right seat?"..... we sat at the wrong row. xD so we had to move 2 rows back.
at first it looked like a disadvantage.... then these 4 people (they look like foreigners) with tags came and sit beside us. being the kaypoh kids, me and the boys leaned forward to see what was written on the tags....
one was "Hideki Sakamoto" and the other "Hitoshi Sakimoto" and we were like ZOMGWTFBBQ the music composers are sitting beside us!!!!!!!!!!

okay so anyway blahblah the concert was DANG AWESOME! they played famous music from famous productions such as anime Romeo x Juliet, Chrono Cross, Final Fantasy series, blahblahblah.
if any FF fans are reading this, I know you know the ALL-TIME FAMOUS MUSIC COMPOSER NOBUO UEMATSU.
so anyway the (cute) host said they were gonna play a song composed by Nobuo-sama then dunno why, but I said (unexpectedly loudly) "Oh yeah!" then other people also started saying the same thing and they started cheering. LOL I almost embarrassed myself.

then later they were getting ready to play Eyes On Me and the host said its from FFIX (9). then almost everyone, including me, shouted "VIII (8)!!!!"
then the host laughed and said "Of course, I was just testing you." =.= LOL

oh yeah the host asked who was a gamer and I, out of the 4 of us, raised my hand and I was one of the first to raise up.... but then I got disappointed that only about half the audience in the auditorium raised their hands..
then my mom said "Maybe got more gamers but they dont bother to raise up." then I think she's right because everyone know which music belongs to which. xD

anyway, after the concert I quickly ran up to get Hitoshi-sama's autograph (long queue like hell) while the boys waited at one corner with my mom.
then this Animax TV crew randomly came up to me (you guys should've seen me; everyone said I looked so blur when they talked to me!) and I kept saying "Uh...?" lol
so they asked me how I got the tickets, how I got to know about the show, which is my favorite music piece, et cetera. then they tell me to say "You're watching IN THE QUBE!" twice 'cause the first time I say, not loud enough.
I could hear the boys and my mom laughing. xD
IN THE QUBE is a tv show in Animax which talks about events, games and anime. gosh its embarrassing 'cause I have friends in Woodlands who have Animax and they watch that show a lot so if they say then PAISEH LAH LOL

after that, I walked up to Hideki-sama and asked him for the autograph. I spoke to him in japanese and luckily he understood me. the conversation:
Me: How are you liking Singapore (so far)?
H: Oh, I like it here! The people are (so) nice [<< LOL, nice?]. But I never knew that the chicken rice here is so delicious!!
Me: *(laughs [<< I'm laughing like hell hahaha]) Singapore is very well known for that..
Some random guy: (laughs) What the... You said that (randomly)!! [<< speaking in Japanese also]
H: (laughs as well) I don't mind relocating here (in Singapore). I like (this place) very much.

* LOL while Hideki-sama was signing, some random guy was standing beside me also waiting for Hideki-sama to sign. Now this guy is also Singaporean, I saw on the booklet. AWESOME!! SO MANY PEOPLE IN SINGAPORE LOVES JAPANESE!!!!!!
oh yeah when me, Hideki-sama and that random guy was laughing, the people around us, or typical Singaporeans who dont understand japanese, were looking at us and very blur blur. LOL they probably thought we were retards. xDDDDD

I feel so honored that I could talk to Hideki-sama in japanese. ^-^

♥ 12:46 AM