answer me, till the day that you do..I'll be one step behind you~it was the first paper of math today. hm, not easy, but not hard as well. I expected it to be waaay harder than that.
of course, I cant take that as an advantage. there's still the second paper, and I guarantee that one will be hard as hell. for me, of course. =P
its science exam tomorrow. although I find science very easy, I still must study. must buck up!! I need to improve!!
but.... everytime I study for science, I never get the grade I want. I always get lower. maybe I shouldnt study. lol
I hate my parents. okay, not that. I hate my father. not that much, but I still hate him!
last sunday, he asked me if I wanted to go poly or JC, and why.
I say poly because there's only 3 JCs here and I'm sure they dont have animating courses. I wanna take animating courses.
then my father got quiet for a while, then he say, "but if you take animating, there wont be much jobs for you."
please, lah. ITS WHAT I WANT OK
then he asked me what is my second cca. I said soccer.
then he say, "being muslim, you cant wear those short pants blahblahblah you will understand when you get kids blahblahblah I want you to quit soccer."
I've always wanted to say this to him:
FUCK YOURSELF LAH. this is my life and not your life!! I should be able to do what I want to do, what I always wanted to do!! being my parent, you should support me when it comes to my future, not go against my ideas of life. I have always liked you more than Mommy, but my mind changed after you said those things. even if there are not much job choices, I still wanna take up the courses. unless you want me to become like those old aunties collecting tin cans. dont only think about the future, but think of how I feel first!!!no use complaining lah. life is just how it is anyway. haiz..
