wahhh... long time never blog already. cause dunno what to blog. go to Blogger, mind blank. =X lol
well not today
I decided not to put the opening lines. I got tired of it. LOL
and I feel like changing my mixpod.

I got MC for cough. wtf, like that also need MC.
my mom is being so paranoid. =.=
anyway, last night I was waiting in the clinic. the nurses haven't called for me yet. I was hungry and I keep thinking, "Hurry up, lah. I want eat my dinner." lol
in the end, gave me antibiotics and told me to drink lots of water.
so today no need to go to school and rehearsal. Mr Mark say I can even come on Saturday only. but I want come tomorrow leh. aiyah, see first hor.

anyways this year the World Cup sucks.
all the GOOD teams are losing. and almost all of them are out of the quarter finals.
remaining GOOD ones are Spain and Germany.
I feel sad for Doo Joon. he likes South Korea!!! that time when they were still in Singapore, the New Paper went to ask him that if South Korea got out, which team will he root for?
they say Doo Joon hesitated to answer. T__T
but he also say his second favorite team is Spain, because his dunno-what underwear is from Spain. LOL I'm not kidding! he told that to the New Paper.
anyway South Korea got out on the day after he said that. D:

ah, now too obsessed with Yo Seob already... XD
he looks awesomely cute and good-looking in every shot. totally the opposite of what most STOMPers say. about B2ST lah. lol
they say B2ST won't remember us. YAAAHHH LIKE REAL.
please lah.. listen to the whole story first. got one girl whom B2ST remembers very well. then another girl... I think 4 of them remember? lol
anyway got one woman whose username is countrymama (what name is this? so old-fashioned) who say that they won't marry us no matter how much we want them to.
Dear countrymama, this is just one of our fantasies. this is what make us human. don't tell me you've never felt like you want to marry some super hot, talented, charming, lovable (all the good things lol) celebrity?! you're INHUMAN.

is this blog post long? lol
ah still got cough. I need water. throat so dry. T__T
anyway I'm gonna go change my mixpod.
I suddenly got reminded of 2 Days 1 Night. there's a dog opposite so noisy LOL
these few days all we'll be thinking about is B2ST. "we" is me and Motoko. 8D
Mirror is weird. Cas? hmmm she doesn't like
anyway bye~

♥ 6:33 PM

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall my return..

The showcase. Last night. Was Awesome!!!!!
it was one of the episodes from the show Entertainment on 5. every Wednesday, 8:30 PM if I'm not wrong.
gawd, I hope they show that episode this coming Wednesday! xD

there are so many things to say. all I wanna talk about right now is just Beast!
I'm sooo jealous of those who got to take the same bus as them, and the girl which got brought up on stage, and the girl who touched Yo Seob's arm!!!!!!

the video below is the performance where Yo Seob sang to one b2uty, his face is so close! quite short, but you can still catch the action! xD

I cried at that time... well I know I'm not the only one! xD
seriously B2ST, why the front row?!?! lol. did you realize the girl is wearing a B2ST t-shirt?
oh yeah, Hyun Seung's hair and Jun Hyung's hair is nice. Doo Joon kept waving. lol

Motoko sent me 2 links about the hi-5 session and dates and blah blah... is it a typo error? because they say the hi-5 session was on the 24th!
but yesterday was the showcase and it was 24th! today is 25th!
hm, this is weird...

anyway, hopefully B2ST leaves via plane tomorrow afternoon. I wanna see Yo Seob right in front of my face, one last time!!!!
if not, I'll wait for them to come to Singapore again. then, I will be like the lucky b2uty *points to the video* and line up very very early! she lined up one day before the showcase since 1 PM, but I think they start giving the number tags out at night.

oh yah, when I said I was jealous, my cousin made fun of me. she became sarcastic and said, "wah jealous uhh"
=.= what kind of Yo Seob fan will NOT be jealous!!! he is hell cute!!! I told her to google his pictures, and you what she replied back? she said she could faint. xD honestly I dunno what that means. is Yo Seob too cute for her? LOL
did I mention Yo Seob is too cute to be real? xD

the host tried to eat kimchi. it was so spicy, he couldnt interview B2ST properly. xDDD
oh yeah one b2uty touched Hyun Seung's hair too! I wonder what it feels like, so curly. xDDD makes him look nicer, IMO.

okay enough talk about that.
on Monday it is our last few rehearsals for the SYF thing. gawd, better remember the stupid dance moves and lyrics.
I dunno whether to perform for NPCC also deh.
I bet if this is Korean dance moves, we would memorize everything in just 2 days or so? =X LOL
kay well nothing much to say already. just... waiting for something. =X
today roleplaying not fun. DENZEL, GO ONLINE. I MISS YOU.

....You heard nothing.
bye~

♥ 12:20 AM

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall my return..

I'm finally back from the Caldecott Broadcasting Centre. went there to collect the number tag.
I cant believe the line started from the 2nd floor! whoa.
I dont care! I'm gonna go there at 4 PM!! dont care what my mother will say!
lol.
made some friends who cannot stop talking about Dong Woon and Ki Kwang, especially the malay one. she kept saying, "ehhh that girl's hair look like Dong Woon!" xD lol I'm surprised there arent many Yo Seob fans. =/
the centre was playing Shock (I really was "shocked" that they played this song xD )) and my friends keep singing. I dont want sing because they were the only people singing!!!

wah... a lot of people will be wearing the Beast shirt. most of them fold because too big... xD

okay I dunno what to blog about now. I'm just having brunch and watching videos so I dont have time to blog. xD!
I have a livejournal!!! but its my RP-ing journal...
nevermind, its more entertaining than my real life, right? LOL
the link is on the left~

seriously I'm at a lost for words.
I'm supposed to charge my phone! again!
should I bring gifts?
...........nah.
well anyway, byes~

♥ 8:20 PM

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall my return..

wah. now I'm hyper AND excited already. lols
tomorrow's the showcase!!! haiz.. but I cant go early because my mom made a friend to send me. >_> can send earlier or not?! I'm gonna say the door opens at 5.... can?
I scared I'm one of the 25o that cannot get the friggin' tags. then all my waiting is wasted. lols
listening to Haru Haru and T.O.P's Turn It Up is making me slightly calmer though.... so maybe I should tell my mom later o.o xD

I stayed up till midnight to wish my brother a happy birthday. he replied 15 minutes later. o.o
I thought he would reply this morning or what. xD because he doesnt stay up until so late! then again he has school today.
well I'm so glad he replied!! ^-^
anyway my mom told me I was supposed to be born in May. but I came out early.
and my brother was supposed to be born in May too, but he came out late.
holy crap that would be awesome. if our birthdays were in May... xDDD

eh.. I'm hungry. eggs are pathetic. nowadays I just dont feel like eating, even though I'm damn hungry. =X
I will make some coffee later on.

I totally have no idea what to say now.
hope Motoko will find her way to IMM so she can hi-5 B2ST faster. lol
I wonder what they will be wearing... hmmmm.....
will Yo Seob still be wearing that spiky bracelet? 8D I want it! lol but dunno can fit or not XP
anyway I'm bored so I might as well log off~
byes~~~

♥ 6:43 PM

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall my return..

waahh.. didnt blog for a couple of days, I think. didnt have the mood too.
either that or I got distracted by Twitsters. xP
today's rehearsal was quite fun.... I dont like the hat. xD random

so B2ST is coming to Singapore tonight? haiz.. why not afternoon?? then my mom will allow me to go...
I HATE PARANOID PEOPLE
fudge. on 24th my mom's friend is gonna send me to the mediacorp thing. STUPID!!! later go late how?? cannot go in, issit? I feel like swearing.

well lets see I updated my fanfiction blog. I think the link is on the right? I dunno lol
and I'm hungry. my mom fried some eggs. =.= not appetizing at all.
I think cup noodles are much better.

woots. I memorized the moves for the SYF opening already.
its the finale that confuses me. o.o and the light formation?
lemme make sure of the moves:
malay song - swaying(?)
indian song - clapping and waving
chinese song - the.. hand thing
english song - ?????

shit I dont remember true friends.
I'll go to the site of Cedar Hills and check. if have.
I should have bought bubble tea just now! now I'm so so hungry. T__T
too many people are tweeting and roleplaying. they're not giving me time to blog!!
and sadly, the usual roleplayers arent here!! I hardly talk to the ones that are online now!!!
meh, just bear with it bah. its the internet life. XP lol

I dunno what to say.
should I practice my moves? lol
maybe, maybe.
well I'll see y'all this friday.... or so.
so byes~~~

♥ 12:04 AM

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall my return..

wahh... I finally managed to get on. I'm tired, my brother is studying. and I think my mom accidentally fell asleep. o.o
anyway I'm so happy that my mom is using my present. ^^ finally I feel appreciated.
anyway.... heres a random shoutout:
AISHITERU, SHIDO NO MAO-CHAN!!!!
*coughs* It means I love Sid and Mao!! *coughs*

holy fuck I hate this desktop. why is the cursor pad so sensitive?!
I didnt even touch it and it starts clicking some random buttons. =.=

and I'm getting sick of spammers on Twitter and Plurk. if they irritate me one more time I'm gonna block 'em.

haiz... I almost didnt manage to finish watching the match between US and Slovenia. because my bro came back from dunno what and asked me to get out.
wtf doesnt he like soccer?!
anyway I was so depressed then my uncle invited me to watch along with him on his computer 8D I was like FUCK YEAH! lol
then the second half start and finally US scores!!! we yelled "GOAL" like crazy; it lasted less than a second but still quite loud. and I swore I heard my grandma laughing. o.o
then this afternoon when I was going out to watch Toy Story 3, my neighbors looked at me and laughed. I was like "what fuck...?" lol they must've heard me yelling last night.
then in the end is a tie. 2 - 2. wtf I had expected more from US but meh. the goalkeeper was good enough to satisfy me. ^o^

anyway, I'm glad my Maid Latte uniform isnt going to waste. I just heard theres gonna be some Cosmo Con in Singapore!! yeah! finally a cosplay convention!!!
I'm gonna cosplay as Misa-chan there~ woots!

I am so obsessed with LOVELESS now. the piece of art that is featured in Crisis Core. I got inspired by Genesis. ^^ I just joined the study group. lolz
now I memorized all the poems for LOVELESS. hell, I love their english.
speaking of Genesis, I wanted to roleplay him... but I'm too hyper. *sighs* lol

HOLY CRAP I just saw a roleplay of Angeal and Genesis as.... couples?! eeewwwww thats so wrong!! A hot guy (Genesis) going out with some old dude (Angeal)...
now I know how Noize Sora felt when I mention a cute guy like Zack going out with Angeal....

Toy Story 3 was great! omg, Andy as a teenager looks and sound so hot!! lol and a bit childish but cute too ^^
it got so sad when Andy didnt want to donate Woody that I actually cried.
I doubt there'll be another sequel. that is the ultimate end of Toy Story already. unless they want everything to start over again XD

well now I dunno what to blog about. I think my brother is frustrated. D: lol
I wanna get outta here because of the stupid cursor pad. >:(
so byes~

♥ 7:47 AM

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall my return..

OMG OMG OMG FUCK YOU TWITTER. FFFUUCCCKK YOUU!! BURN IN THE FIERY DEPTHS OF HELL TWITTER!!!
I worked so fucking hard to get more than 3000 tweets!! I was almost reaching 4000!!
then you fucked it up and changed it to 900+!!! I'm not sure if its just the visual effect (meaning you got more than the number they show) but still... everyone can see!!
I want to let everyone know that I have more than 3000 tweets!!!

ahh anyway this morning I went to inform Mr Mark that I was quitting.
holy shit he yelled. lol
then I said the Sir send in the name already. he asked send for what? I said we're performing for SYF also.
then he kept asking me to forgive him LOL then he say I can still continue. so I went for the rehearsal lol.

I bought something that costs nearly ten bucks. its for my mom's birthday.
too bad I wont be seeing her today. =[
because I'll be staying at my grandma's place. I hate it there! its like I have no more freedom there.
anyway I purposely bought the present to make up for my mom. because I forgot about it this morning. lol!

I love funny roleplaying conversations. XD

I'm so hungry. before I make my way to my grandma's place, I'll take a bite over at Mac's.
the Teenage mag just came out. but the covering looks so stupid. its like this month's issue is somehow related to the Twilight series. o.o should I buy it?

I spent many hours yesterday looking for the right Plurk layout. I was thinking of Final Fantasy, but I couldnt find the ones I like.
so in the end I put Big Bang. meh, it still looks nice. XD

I love it when people include me in their #FF on Twitter!! :DD I love my roleplaying buddies so much!!
I should start doing this #FF thing too... but who to start with? hmmm.....

eh, why does soccer practice keeps clashing with my personal.... events?!
stupid. if this happens just one more time I'm quitting. I hate it when this happens!!!

well I dont have anything to say.
'cept that I'm gonna watch Yu-Gi-Oh! I'm addicted to it, did I mention? XD I did?
kthxbai :D

♥ 11:22 PM

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall my return..

I couldnt sleep last night. for 4 hours I kept tossing and turning.
then I got so fed up I listened to the Crisis Core soundtrack. its known for its rock music and relaxing music. I dunno which style I like better. xD
anyway, I was listening to awesome slow, relaxing music such as The Burdened, The Price of Freedom, The Flower Blooming in the Slums, and I was about drifting off to sleep when suddenly (because my phone was almost at full volume) the rock music piece Timely Ambushed played. scared the crap out of me. lol
then after that came more rock music pieces. I tell you, it didnt help me go to sleep but I did enjoy it. xD
then I got so fed up I went to Twitter. lol!

okay lol I'm officially addicted to anime again.
I was probably the first to watch Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood latest episode, episode 61! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!
holy gawd, its one of the most epic episode I have ever watched in my entire life!!! Kimblee rocks man!!! *coughs* But Roy Mustang and Edward Elric rocks even more *coughs*
too sad its gonna end soon... T__T
but you know I received this weird e-mail from Animax. there was a huge image of King Bradley and below it was written:
"Don't miss the last 3 episodes!"
=.= lol

Facebook is being silly. it gave us yet another "Like" button this time. and we didnt even ask for a "Dislike" button!
we can like comments now. wtf.
I wonder what the people who operates Facebook are thinking....
you know, I should've left Facebook the other day. on the "Leave Facebook Day" or something, I should've left.
and go to my roleplaying site. I spend more time on there anyway. hehehehe.

speaking of roleplaying, I find the relationship (I mean friendship, not anything else!) between Zack Fair and Yuffie Kisaragi (both are from Crisis Core, so Yuffie would be 11)) is sooo cute!
actually I realized this when I was roleplaying as Yuffie yesterday. Zack was cute. xD
but their relationship was cuter. heeee =w=

you know what, I'm changing my mixpod back to "Bombing Mission". it fits the theme on my blog.
to be honest, it was played on the actual game. xD
and I'm at a FFVII website and its playing Bombing Mission!!! its one of my most favorite music pieces!!!
so yeah lol. if FFVII fans go to their site, and go to my blog, it'll be so awesome! XD

soooo byes lol~

♥ 6:12 PM

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall my return..

waaahhh. I overslept on a holiday XD only to see it was drizzling.
then suddenly, *BOOM!* a thunderstorm!! T__T I love rain but I hate thunderstorms!!
then there was one damn loud thunder; it scared the shit outta me!!

ah, anyway... I got to know by a friend about Jean Yip store at J8. its some hairdressing thing.
she said they followed the pictures of anime characters she gave them, and now she has Hirasawa Yui-chan's hairstyle (from K-ON!)!!!! unfair!! XD
nah, I dont want Yui-chan's hairstyle.... I want Yuffie's hairstyle!!! :DDD
yes, yes, I know my hair is short like her but I want my hair to be curled just like Yuffie's hair!!
of course I'll do it at the end of this month, 'cause I'm cosplaying Misa-chan then..
perhaps I can cosplay as Yuffie again!! I love cosplaying as Yuffie, but the one thing I hate is the costume. so many things to put. T__T lol
but then again my friend said it's expensive. o.o

my wallet went inside the washing machine last night. and its cleaner than what it used to be. XD
but then my mom scolded me, saying she's not sure if my ez-link can still be used.
>_> so noisy.

FUCK THESE TYPOS!!!!!
sorry I'm getting a lot of typos and its causing me to press "backspace" every now and then.... I'm tired of it!!!!

idiotic I hate the thunderstorm now. so noisy.
well I'd best be going now... I have important things to do! XD
ah fuck a lightning...
bye....

♥ 6:43 PM

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall my return..

whoosh, I'm so darn tired. just got back from the NPCC outing.
holy shit, I looked retarded in the uniform! XD it was warm, but I kinda like it. ^0^
lol my shoe came out while I was driving. XD such a weird event lol
and Sir allowed us to wear the uniform on our way home. 8D

I think California has had an earthquake. the Sephiroth roleplayer said so, 'cause he lives there.
waaahhhh natural disasters suck. I wont be surprised if Indonesia have an earthquake too. my stuff will be shaking like last year. o.o

well I wanna quit the singing for SYF. I'm taking part in NPCC.
so I'll come to school on Friday, inform Mr Mark and... maybe BYE~! lol
Joseph Ang is also quitting.
honestly... I love NPCC a lot now. o.o

well to be honest I have nothing else to say.......
I mean, a lot of things happened but I cant write them down otherwise it will turn into an essay or maybe even a book. XD
my feer hurt, must be because of the shoes.
I wanna roleplay!.....but since everyone is taking a break, no roleplaying. T__T oh well, its their choice anyway.
I wish the Zack roleplayer is online. he's an awesome RP-er!

anyway, I just got my Maid-Latte uniform this morning. if you watch Maid-sama!, you would know what I'm talking about.
if my hair is a little longer, I'll look like Misaki a.k.a. Misa-chan!!! 8D yaaaay, its cosplaying time again!!! I love cosplaying~~
I've been cosplaying since... last year, if I remember. most of the characters I cosplay are girls with short hair though. XD like Haruhi Suzumiya or Yuffie Kisaragi -- Yuffie was the easiest for me!
perhaps I'll cosplay as Misa-chan at the end of this holiday.
I can cosplay as her boss (forgot the name lol). but I need to temporarily(sp?) dye my hair light brown and purchase the blue Maid-Latte uniform. hmph, waste money~
by the way, any anime fan who saw us NPCC cadets would think we are cosplaying the Japanese military from the anime FullMetal Alchemist.... at least I thought we did. XD
that'd be awesome though. cosplayers in disguise... that doesnt make sense!
wait I just realized.... it took 2 months for them to send this uniform! D: lol

I'm so sad. the trip to Japan tomorrow had to be canceled because they delayed the Tokyo Game Show... SCREW YOU!!! ( not to anyone who's eading this though )
it got postponed to September..... no worries! I'll skip school during those days!!! I REALLY HAVE TO GO THERE!!!! a lot of fuckin' awesome games are released in 2010!!! 2010 IS GAME YEAR!!!!!
to be honest, I bought the Maid-Latte uniform JUST so I can cosplay there!! Maid-sama! is a new anime, so yeah lol!
nevermind... I'll wait until September!
*coughs* can I book a ticket now? *coughs*

well enough talk about myself. lets now talk about saying goodbye.
soooo byes~ XD

♥ 3:22 AM

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall my return..

AHHH ITS TIME FOR PANIC! I'M GONNA DIE!!!
I havent polished my boots.... I havent purchased the kiwi!! I totally forgot about it when I went to stay at my grandma's place!!!
shit, shit, shit. Sir said he wants to see our boots polished tomorrow. I'm not sure if he'll be there but better be safe than sorry. thing is, HOW IN THE WORLD AM I SAFE?!?!
Nigel haven't polished his boots too... but what if he polishes them today?!
also, I think my uniform is wrong... the girls say the patches are in the middle of the iron line?! I thought its aligned....
AH! I know I'm thinking too much!! I just wanna get promoted!!!!!
some people will think its no big deal, because its just "polishing the boots to make it shiny". well think again because theres a FUCKING HUGE DIFFERENCE!!!!
I'm probably the only girl in NPCC who takes everything so seriously.... =.=

*clears throat* the heck....? some primary 6 girl asked me whats NPCC? dude! you're going to secondary school next year, you should know!!!!
haiz.... I'm not even sure if she knows what is CCA. =.=

okay well know I'm listening to the Crisis Core soundtrack.
The Price of Freedom is an epic music piece!
.....wow. the music piece actually cools me down... cool!
besides laughter, music is also a medicine for everything!! XD I bet no doctors or scientist can create a medicine which prevents panic. LOL!

okay to be honest, I got so panicky I forgot what I wanted to say. =.=
Ayumi Hamasaki's new album... the songs are nice!........except the song Sexy Little Things. so repeatative. >_>
*coughs* Eh, I'm not a fan of Ayumi Hamasaki... my mom is. *coughs*

my goal is to turn my mom into a KPOP and JPOP fan!!! :DDD lol
she likes Big Bang, Taeyang, B2ST... lets see... all are korean, wtf. I didnt tell her to like Ayumi Hamasaki; she liked her herself.
very well! I shall make my mom like......... SID!!! okay lol she'll complain that the lead vocalist is so different compared to the other band members.
BUT MAO-CHAN IS KAWAII!! THE FLOWERS OF MOE FLOAT AROUND HIM!!!!
...........................dont ask me what "moe" means. I get that a lot and even when I explain, people are still confused.
and its no only me. people on YouTube are like that as well. XD

okay well its time for me to go off......... sorta. XD
I just dunno what to say anymore.
so byes~

*coughs* I hope all the roleplayers are online today *coughs*

♥ 6:18 PM

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall my return..

KYAAAAA~!!
Happy Birthday, Takahiro Sakurai~!! You're the best voice-actor ever!!!
today I will listen to Cloud's voice over and over again to celebrate your birthday. :DD
if you were here now, I'd hug you x3

I watched a Thai horror movie last night. its called Shutter.
people with a weak heart should not watch. really, I mean it! I'm usually a poker face when I watch horror movies but Shutter almost scared the shit out of me.
it was only AFTER the movie that I realized its NC16.... awesome!! :D
then one of my adult friends on Twitter (also from Singapore, dont have to worry lol) said I am very brave. she watched the american version and she couldnt take it. o.o
I should watch it sometime.
heck, now I feel like watching Shutter again. maybe on YouTube hahas :D

I'm smiling a lot today, arent I? it must be because of Takahiro Sakurai. its his birthday today!! :DDD
he's the japanese voice actor of my *coughs* beloved *coughs* Final Fantasy VII character, Cloud Strife!! therefore I shall listen to Cloud's voice from Crisis Core, Advent Children and Dirge of Cerberus today.
I mean it.
.....maybe I should listen to the english one too. hehehehe xD
D: speaking of which, the english voice actor of Cloud, Steve Burton's birthday is also this month! and its on the day school reopens!!
ZOMGWTFBBQ I wish my birthday was in June.... T__T lol
but this is a fortune! this year, the June holiday is longer than usual PLUS I get to listen to Cloud's voice over and over again! :D
I can faint from fangirlism..... xD

I just saw the B2ST showcase ticket today. that time, it was my mom who collected it.
*coughs* quite embarrassing deh... she told me the people who were redeeming their tickets and CDs were teenage girls... but that time I was at my grandma's house so I couldnt collect.. =.= *coughs*
why is the ticket so big?? lol I thought it would be like Sistic ticket...

ah, anyway. I dont want to spam this blog with all of my thoughts (although I have done that lots of times already)...
I am typing way too fast so I think there'll be typo errors. meh, I dont bother to check for them.
too many people are roleplaying and tweeting at the same time. I dont have enough time to blog! lololol..
so I'll end this post here.
byes~~~ :D

♥ 8:25 PM

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall my return..

This song is not over!
GET SHOCK!
okay lol that was random. x)

I'm finally back in my own home!! I'm so happy.. I miss you, my beloved desktop!! did you miss me too?
D: I bet not. I always punch the monitor when the desktop lags. xDD
but I really missed my Tweetdeck. YAY TWEETDECK!!!
*coffcoff* Twitter Maniac 8D *coffcoff*

I'm not really roleplaying tonight.. its too late, I guess..
so I'm just having a chat with the other roleplayers... we're talking about mosquitoes. xD
the Sephiroth roleplayer told me and the Kefka roleplayer that some german dude shot mosquitoes off his arm with a hand gun. ?__?
lol

holy crap. when I logged in to Twitter today...
7 FOLLOWER REQUESTS!
I almost died. thats the most follower requests I've ever received in just one day!!! I'm so happy!!! :DDD
I'm so glad I took part in roleplaying.
if only Animax or PlayWorks or GameAxis has this kind of competitions... I'd be the best female roleplayer, or the BEST ROLEPLAYER IN ASIA!!!!
*clears throat* just kidding 8DDD lol
*clears throat again* I wouldnt mind though ;D xDDD

*clears throat yet again* did you realize I said "clears throat" instead of "ahem"?
lol I'm addicted to roleplaying.
which is why when I replied to Motoko sometimes I add brackets at the beginning and end of sentence.. it means I'm not in roleplaying mode..
roleplaying have rules too. ^^

I'm sorta tired. I watched the World Cup last night and fell asleep halfway. lol.

OMIGOSH. I'm so exposed to gay/yaoi that when I saw an AerithXZack roleplay, I felt so disgusted..
what the hell is wrong with me?!?!
I used to love Aerith and Zack!! they're one of the best couples in video game history!!
but instead, I feel that Zack and Cloud is better!!!
Teenage. Life. Changed. Me.

does Comics Connection sell the B2ST light stick? I couldnt find it just now...
o.o dont tell me it sold out!
oh yeah.. *sighs* SCAM is not going out on Monday. cancelled again...

I'm supposed to be watching Kaichou-wa Maid-sama! but I got distracted...
see, I've even forgotten what I wanted to say!
does it have something to do with B2ST? *shrugs* I doubt so....
what the hell was I gonna say?!?!
eh, forget it.... I just wanna watch anime.
byes~

♥ 6:01 AM

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall my return..

its so early in the morning and I'm having fried chicken for breakfast. hohohoho...
okay Meera totally brainwashed me with her "hohoho" laugh. xD
OMGOMGOMG I'M SO HAPPY.

I got into the OCCR list last night!! woots~!! *coughs* as expected *coughs* xD
lol I stayed up until 11 plus roleplaying like crazy. until they announced the roleplaying to be over and *DAN DAN DAN* they showed the list.
I. Got. In. 8D
and the next morning (which is today lol) I received even more followers.
lol to be honest I didnt expect to get more followers. really! but since they are roleplayers I have to follow them back~
no problem to me~
holy crap now I'm roleplaying but in Japanese. this guy is such an awesome roleplayer, so its hard to stay in Yuffie's character. gotta buck up!

eh, the song Shock is stuck in my head.
actually, only one part of the song is stuck.
"oh, oh, oh, tonight, so, so crazy" and so on and so forth. lol

great I've forgotten what I wanted to say.
well I'll be roleplaying this whole holiday, I guess..
one day without roleplaying is like a year without food for me..... xDDD
lolwut this guy who is speaking Japanese is making no sense to me. he suddenly changes the subject:
The guy: I tried to save her.. but it was too late...
Me: You should have called for help. But in my life, your motivation is my favorite thing of all.
The guy: Favorite? What is a favorite?

lol I know he's still roleplaying but he's SO awesome I dont understand him. xDDD
HOLY CRAP HOW DID HE WRITE SHINRA MANSION?!?!
lol I've gone crazy.

since I'll be going wild, I suggest you all leave now.
byes~ *waves*

♥ 6:36 PM

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall my return..

I love it when I'm alone at home. I get to use the computer as long as I want! hehe..
I wanted to talk about music and Souls of Fantasy, then I changed my mind. suddenly dont feel like it.
some people are so.... *strangles desktop*
see now I forgot what I wanted to say.

I realized its much easier to roleplay as a 11-year-old kid then a 19-year-old kid.
I'm roleplaying as 11-year-old Yuffie. Hehe, its fun hiring people to search treasure for you! xD
but of course, I guess... I mean, I'm not 19 yet. I wouldnt know how a 19 year old would feel.
I'm roleplaying so much I dont even have enough time to blog!
but I love it when all my good roleplaying friends are online!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

anyway, it got so cold all of a sudden.
yesterday, the maximum degree was 31'C. awesome, right? :D
I wonder whats the max degree for today.
the Noose lied. they say Thursday will be @#$%! hot. soooo not true lols.
I'm gonna go check on it after this.... when I'm free. xD
but my body is so warm. lols just kidding.

holy crap Mozilla Firefox is faster than usual. lol this must be the magic of my bro's desktop. xD

I need to learn how to make a flower wagon. in the game.
sorry if I confused you. lols
I need to be in the top ten of "Best Roleplayer List". I need to be in the "Official Crisis Core Roleplayers".
if I get into the BRL, more people will ask me to roleplay!
if I get into the OCCR, hehe, I am already considered "awesome" to all the rookies there! xDDD
besides, I observed that a lot of people are "fighting" to get into the OCCR. because there will only be one roleplayer for each character.
by people, I mean official roleplayers. that includes me. good thing not many people are roleplaying Yuffie! man I wish to have roleplayed Zack. so many Zack roleplayers!!!
Zack's so awesome and hyper... I wanna be like him!!!
*ahem* also, I saw some rookies' conversation. one thing I can never forget:
"All the people who are roleplaying CC are so cool, they've got guts to roleplay someone as awesome as the original characters.. people who get in the list are even cooler!!"
thats why I MUST get into that list! lolololol.

okay well I'm slightly pissed off with some indian guy. he is the worse roleplayer I've ever met.
I dont even know if he's roleplaying!!
so because of this, I have to leave. byes~

♥ 6:09 PM

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall my return..

LOL!! new starting line. xDDD
I mentioned that I'm obsessed with Crisis Core... and Genesis. Oooh, Genesis!! lol (character in CC)
I only realized yesterday that I can imitate his voice. sweet~!!! the voices are exactly the same!!!
*ahem* anyway, I will be using those two lines above for now. they are quotes from the Crisis Core "main" focus, LOVELESS.
Genesis always quotes 'em.

I came back from the hospital not long ago. I had to accompany my grandma.
I dont mind this. but what I really mind is that I have to translate all the scientific doctor terms to malay. I SUCK AT MALAY!!!!!
what is managram?! what is BMD?! I only know BMW!!!!
meh.

I'm roleplaying again.
hahaha, I think you guys would be thinking, "You do roleplaying all day! Nothing else to do issit?"
well guess what. yes I have nothing else to do. ^^
my daily routine at my grandma's place:
wake up, play PSP, shower, eat breakfast while waiting for desktop to load, use the desktop, watch television, eat dinner, sleep. lols :P
although I wish my grandma didnt have the need to go to hospital today. if she went for work as per normal, I would be the only one at home!!! I would have the whole kitchen and desktop all to myself!!!

anyway, I'm thinking of making another Twitter account. where I RP as the younger version of Yuffie.
for example, in Crisis Core, Yuffie was known as the Treasure Princess because she hired Zack to defeat monsters and find treasure for her.
meh, she was only 11 at that time.
............
............
I've made up my mind. I will make it. lol

oh yeah, I forgot to mention about my Death Note notebook.
it looks so coooooll on the inside!! there are rules saying how to use the Death Note and so on.
and there are even names. hohohohoho.... *evil smirk* xD
but the rest is all in Japanese but I dunno how to read them. whoever wrote all that has a suckish handwriting, or he didnt want anyone to find out what he was writing. lol
.....maybe its a she.

'kay thats it. my mind is full of.... stuff. lol
I'm gonna go make my new account.
therefore I will have three Twitter accounts.
byes~

♥ 9:54 PM

answer me, till the day that you do..
I'll be one step behind you~

I'M ADDICTED TO CRISIS CORE!! WOOHOOOOO~!!!
ZACK, CLOUD, AERITH, TIFA, EVERYONE RULES!!!
KUNSEL, YOU'RE THE MAN!! LUXIERE, YOU CAN DO IT!!!
EVEN I CAN!! I JUST NEED THE COSTLY PUNCH!!!!
lol!! this is what happens when I've gone addicted to a game. these are just a few things that go around in my mind...
I just joined the Silver Elite, the Sephiroth fan club~!!
soon, I'm gonna join my own fan club (I mean Zack)!!!
the fuck.... I think I forgot to help the Genesis fan club..... NOOOOO!!!!
nevermind. probably before we go back to Nibelheim, I can help 'em... if I'm not too late, that is.
You all will never understand what I'm talking about unless you play the game. WAHAHAHAHA!!! xDDD
I'm trying to complete this game!!!!

well let's see.. I've gone back to roleplaying again..
the kid on Twitter is irritating. I dont wish to be online at the same time as him, but I cant bear to go offline when I'm roleplaying.
I'll have to bear with it.
if he makes me angry one more time, I'm gonna block him again. he doesnt know I have a second Twitter account. he followed me and he told me to treat Kira (my first Twitter account) like a bitch. what the fuck.
BURN TO THE FIERY DEPTHS OF HELL, YOU INDIAN BIATCH!!
I know I got too mad. sorry xP

HOLY CRAP. BARRET WAS ONLINE AND I DIDNT KNOW!!!
ZACK!!! WHY ARENT YOU ONLINE?! YOU'RE AN AWESOME ROLEPLAYER!!!!
I'm too addicted to this roleplaying site. I made too many friends who are Final Fantasy VII roleplayers.
ZACK DIDNT GIVE ME A CHOCOBO BURGER.

Right, well I'm gonna speak nonsense if I dont leave. xD
so byes~

EDIT: ..................................I cant believe it.. I'm so sad... I feel like crying..
err... on behalf on my sentence up there "ZACK!!! WHY ARENT YOU ONLINE?! YOU'RE AN AWESOME ROLEPLAYER!!!!"
WELL TELL YOU WHAT HE'S FREAKIN' DEAD. ALL THE ROLEPLAYERS JUST FOUND OUT.
I know its silly of me to be crying over someone I havent met..... but its freakin' normal when this is someone you've spent a lot of time with! Zack is such a good and fun guy...!
I guess I'm not the only one who wants to cry. almost all of his friends (majority are guys) feel like crying too!
I'm gonna roleplay as Yuffie on the site today. I'm gonna roleplay that Yuffie fell off Cosmo Canyon because Zack died.
T__T RIP ZACK.

♥ 7:33 PM

answer me, till the day that you do..
I'll be one step behind you~

ah... my 150th post.... I guess that doesnt even matter.

I didnt blog yesterday because I didnt have the chance to.
I'll be staying at my grandma's place for a week.
gawd, I'm suddenly homesick... sort of. I miss the "alone-at-home-HOORAY!" feeling and I miss my old-but-very-fast desktop... I miss everything!!!
and I know its partly my fault because I agreed to stay here.. but I did that because my grandma persuaded me! its like she missed me so much, so I had no choice!

fuck, I really hate this desktop.
I've been hating it ever since last year!
its so slow; it hangs every few minutes (WTF yeah I know) and worse comes to worse, I'm not allowed to download anything in this thing.
give me a knife, I'll cut the cables.
I'm soooooo angry with this thing!!!

ah. no point complaining. lets go to a lighter subject.

I've decided to do voice-dubbing. like voicing a game/anime character.
I got the Any Video Converter and it should be okay~ ^^
Yuffie and Aerith, here I come! and maybe Zack too xDDD
I can imitate Zack Fair's voice, but I always end up sounding more hyper than he is. lol thats why I chose to voice Yuffie.
example, Zack says in the game, "Keep talking to me. Don't let it take over! You're not a monster, you're one of us! Damn you!"
I'll say, "Keep talking to me.. Don't let it take over. You're not a monster, you're ONE of us! Damn you!!!" xDDD
another blooper is:
Zack: "Good news, Tseng! Me and Cloud here, are both backwater experts. Oh yeah!"
Me: "Good news, Tseng!! Me and Cloud here, are both BACKwater experts! Oh yeah!!!"
hahahahahaha I'm too hyper. Yuffie is just as hyper as me so its much easier.
but I still wanna voice Zack xDDD

sometimes I can go *not* hyper too, which allows me to voice someone like Aerith or Cloud.
I cant be even near hyper when I voice them, of course.
Aerith is normal... its just the tone that I have to take care of.
Dubbing Cloud for me is weird. one moment my voice is higher than his, the next moment, its lower. =.= wtf I can never get his voice right!
on second thought, I can. but only his voice in Crisis Core. heck, he's 16 at that time, of course its easy! but 20 year old is easy too... no difference actually.
the problem is when Cloud turns 23 and onwards. I cant get the voice right. I dont even know when to sound serious and when to joke around!

ahh thats it. I should go back to dubbing.
I'll probably upload 'em on my YouTube account, so yeah lol.
byes~

♥ 8:50 PM

answer me, till the day that you do..
I'll be one step behind you~

someone, who knows korean, please tell me what "taehanminguk" means.
okay maybe the spelling isnt right because I spelled it by ear.
when I listen to the sporty songs like Victory Korea and Shouts of Red, they have the word "taehanminguk". does it have something to do with sportsmanship?
meh, I'll go check it up on Google.

haiz.. today I dont feel very well. maybe because I walked under the rain again.
but my temperature is normal..
I need some rest, but I dont wanna. I'm suffering from motion sickness again. haiz..
I should try drinking bubble tea.

last night, I went to Food Culture and ate some seafood noodles. there were quite a handful of vegetables in it.
and I choked on a cabbage. xD
I tried drinking coke but it didnt help. the coke ended up coming back up in my throat. luckily I covered my mouth with my hand otherwise the coke would've come out of my mouth. xDDD
then I slowly swallowed the coke. and managed to swallow the cabbage.
during the 2 or 3 minutes, my mom didnt realize this. sweet~ xDDD

now, I'm gonna say some random things. if you cannot tolerate, please leave (dont worry, its not anything disgusting xDD):
- it would be so awesome to see Lenne rapping like a Korean star. he'll look HOT
- OMFG! Minerva has a theme?!?!
- OMG OMG I saw a preview of Zack and Cloud doing the Caramelldansen dance and they look soooo cute!!
- which reminds me; Caramelldansen is stuck in my head. >.<
- I still feel something is stuck in my throat. o.o
- some people are so stupid I wanna laugh at them. they do not know how to use the Internet the proper way. they never think. suckers. xP
- the kimchi in Singapore does not taste as good as kimchi from Korea.
- I hate my mom so much.
- I dunno what to say now. seriously.

lol I meant everything I said up there.
especially the last point.
since I am at a lost for words, I'm gonna leave.
byes~

♥ 8:43 PM

answer me, till the day that you do..
I'll be one step behind you~

weeee~ now I'm at Cas' house. celebrating her birthday... sort of. xD
her room is air-conditioned. so cold, but so nice also~
I dont feel like leaving lol.

I skipped SYF rehearsal today because I wanted to pre-order the B2ST tickets. suggested a friend to skip as well, but then the friend didnt want to.
for 2 hours I sat under the damn sun... waiting for the store to open..
when the store just opened, there was a freakin' long queue outside already.. 0.0 totally scared me.
then me and the other kids were paranoid because we had no idea if the line is for U-Kiss or B2ST.. but we lined up anyway.
there was quite a number of guys over there..
speaking of which, B2ST fans are called B2uties or something like that, right? does this imply to the guys too? lol

my mom is being so argumentative again.. haiz..
why the hell does she want to argue with whatever I say?! so annoying.

I dont wanna talk about that anymore.
I hope the cd Motoko was looking for is not sold out yet, so she can still purchase it.
I dont have anything interesting to say anymore. wait, whatever I say is not interesting. xD
okay. byes~

♥ 2:55 AM

answer me, till the day that you do..
I'll be one step behind you~

woots~!! I cant believe it!! I'm typing with just one hand~!!
but of course, I must still look at the keyboard... xD I wish that soon I wont have to look at the keyboard even with one hand.
I was playing a Final Fantasy game and I saw one character in the game typing with one hand. at first I thought, "its just a game. how can it be possible?"
but curiosity got the better of me and I started typing with my right hand as fast as I can.
so please excuse me for any typo errors. ^^

rehearsal today was okay lah.. but I find it very disappointing for the Zhenghua students.
our hall has no aircon. the girl beside me, who was wearing a PE shirt, was sweating profusely!!
I wonder if the Cedar Girls' school will have aircon.
and I wonder if they're lesbians. xD

I'm drinking cappuccino ice blended now because I was having a headache.
*cough* BUBBLE TEA SOLVES EVERYTHING!!!!!!! *coughs*
anyway, I wonder if this is real coffee drink? cause I'm now addicted to it.
tomorrow maybe I will buy one more. xDDD

I dunno what to say now.
Cas and Jessica quit the SYF thingy.
so that means for those coming to her house tomorrow, will meet at the train station? or what?
lol I'm so confused.

that kid on Twitter is being irritating again.
lemme ask Lionel to tell him to suck balls. xDDD
there are too many irritating people on Twitter already. but nevertheless I am still a Twitter maniac. xD

♥ 10:30 PM

answer me, till the day that you do..
I'll be one step behind you~

I woke up early but I'm still tired.. I couldnt go back to sleep so here I am~

what the hell man.. it says that in order to meet B2ST, you must buy their CD album and win the lucky draw.. cant we just straightforwardly buy the tickets?!
if they say 3000 people attend the event, they will try to get B2ST to come here. but now, here they are, saying that only 1000 people get to see them.
if the people who organize this are in front of me, "beautiful" words will come out of my mouth and the colors (sorry I spell american way) on their bodies will be "beautiful" as well..
besides, lucky draws arent really my thing.. I'm such a jynx, I always never win... xP the same goes for 4D, ToTo, stuff like that~
and its always has to be a close draw. like I almost get it, but didnt get it. whatever~~~

I've created the blog for my fanfiction account.
not only do I tell my story updates, I will give certain polls and... stuff like that lol
I hope my reviewers will take a look ^^ (I know one of them has)
I dunno if I should give you guys the link.. I mean, you guys dont read fanfictions (do you guys even know what fanfiction is?!).. and even if you do, I dont think you'll like my stories, if you know what I mean... xP *evil smile*

I need breakfast. but buttered toast sounds pathetic to me...
should I eat rice for breakfast?
speaking of which, my appetite is getting bigger lately. o.o no kidding!! yesterday, I had rice for breakfast.. noodles for lunch.. more noodles for dinner and some soup for supper.
WTF I've never eaten this much before!!!!!
but good leh... can gain weight... xP my mom always tease me because I'm underweight.
aiyah I'm gonna go make breakfast.
byes~

♥ 5:56 PM